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Not sure why this is so hard. It’s freaking me out. I am so confused and I hate it. All I want is a good relationship with someone outside of my family. That is all. None of this is me though, it feels so weird. I do not feel like the same person anymore. How do you feel like the same person...

I hate being weak. Life has literally beat me up and no one can help pick me up. I hate this.

Maybe. Everything is up in the air right now. Not really, my life has changed so much.

And, I’ve been told it’s me and it’s not me, so I’m confused. All I know is because everything is so f*cked up, I go through the motions of life and I am having a serious identity crisis that no one can help me with. Things have gone bad for so long, I just lie to please people and it’s so...

I open up and say the things I like, and I’m superficial. I have been to 3 therapists and each is different. My life is just like a damn bomb!

I’ve tried it. Used to work out great for me. Now, I can’t keep my mouth shut. I feel awful. My therapist told me to speak out. Which is biting me in the ass. Everything I do does. I do not feel ok. I am not ok emotionally. I go to therapy to get it out, and I still feel the same. I can’t get an...

Why is it so hard to know what to do when someone messed with you so bad? I am so confused. I hate the nightmares of being alone. I want love so bad, but can’t handle being alone and it is messing with me!!!!! I have tried so hard to fight off the thoughts and feelings, but because I was set...

That’s a hard decision. Both, to be honest.

I am really trying to keep an open mind about things, but things are NOT working out. Relationships suck. I am all alone and it’s making me paranoid. Paranoid as all hell. I go to therapy and it is not helping with my situation. I have to give up soon. This is awful. If I was smart, I would just...

I really wish that were true. Things just suck right now. Damn...

What do you do when you’ve made completely wrong decisions and keep making them? And your life is passing you by? What the hell do you do???? When the therapist tells you you have to do it? When you know you’re life isn’t what it used to be? When you can’t move on? When you know you need to...

Here’s the thing, I’m not good enough for so many people and it drives me nuts. I don’t need pity or anything else. I’m confused as all hell. Why is it that those people that I like don’t like me???? I don’t understand it at all. All the fun people are just too good and out of reach, yet I am...

I’m just so tired and confused. My life went to crap and no one can help me get it back. I am so mentally tired and exhausted. He lied about everything and annihilated me. I’m just so tired. And all I can do is stop the thoughts which is hard. Nothing is working out the way I want. I wish I...

The thing is is that I don’t really have time. I am now a criminal who will never be able to defend herself physically against another man again. My ex husband set me up and he gets to live his life normally. Now I’m being told my life will never be the same. No one is helping me and my life is...

My dad has cancer, I’m 37 living with my parents suffering from severe anxiety. I hate my job, I am a goddamn criminal, and I am going back to court. I’m trying to focus on life and I can’t. I can’t effing focus? I am so full of anxiety about court. And everyone ignores me and how I feel. I...

Yes, and the thing is that I am being told my life will never be the same. Ugh! I can’t take this anymore....it’s just constant disappointment after disappointment

What do you nod when you have been completely set up by someone and it has destroyed your life and you can’t move on? The world just keeps holding you back and you keep freaking out? How do you stop freaking out without being in a total stop and avoidance of things? I wish things would actually...

This is not acceptable! Ptsd is awful and has ruined my life! All of this has ruined my life all because my ex messed with me! I can’t take it anymore! All I can do is push through and everything is falling apart and there is no help!!!! I don’t know what to do anymore ? This can’t be happening...

Yes, I am in therapy. I don’t have a whole lot of support from family. Some friends I do. Therapy really seems to be making my life worse. I try to do things, and it’s always the opposite of what I want to do. It’s hard. I appreciate the hugs. Thank you ?

There are so many things- weight loss, a new job or better job than what I have, real, caring friends. Not losing my mind all the time. People keep telling me things will get better, but this going back and forth crap sucks. It’s like living in reality, then living in despair. It sucks so bad...

This is not a random thought- he Messed with my emotions and it destroyed me as a person and destroyed my life. Now I’m stuck with ptsd and it is ruining my life. I am so afraid to mess up it’s awful. I hate my life, not suicidal, but I just am not happy at all. I don’t think I ever will be...

I just need someone outside of my family to love me. That’s all I need is someone to love me. That’s all. And then when someone likes me, I push them away. No one can tell me what to do, but when I f*ck up they sure as hell tell me what I did wrong.

My life is falling apart and I can’t stop it from happening!!!!!! It’s all him! It’s all him, my family, the psychics, everything! I can’t stop it!!!!! This is all ridiculous! All ridiculous! I’m tired! Confused! Help me please, God! Damn!!!!!

I am so unhappy with my life! So unhappy! I don’t know what to do any more! I hate this anxiety! My life is falling apart! Completely falling apart! And all I can do is just accept it! There is nothing I can do! Too much of this, then that, then this, then that! I used to be so motivated and...

I just wish all of the craziness would stop! I’m freaking out over things that happened in the past and I can’t stop ? ??