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AnnieMae
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I am really trying to keep an open mind about things, but things are NOT working out. Relationships suck. I am all alone and it’s making me paranoid. Paranoid as all hell. I go to therapy and it is not helping with my situation. I have to give up soon. This is awful. If I was smart, I would just walk away from this current “fling” that is not really anything. I’ve attached emotions to it, and I can’t get rid of them. Therapy is not getting rid of the weirdness or the emotions, r the nightmares. Now I am aware of how messed up my life is and the fact that it will never be the same. Also, the fact that no one can help me. I pursue things and they collapse in my face. All the time. Nothing is lining up the way it used to be. It’s always my fault, my doing, my mistakes. I can’t push it out. He messed with my life and I can’t move on because of the charges. He blatantly lied, told me he did, and now I have to deal with it for the rest of my life as a punishment. This new guy tells me how I am a pushover. Red flag if I ever saw one. But, I will keep pursuing even though he doesn’t have any interest in me. I wish he did ??
My life is literally going down the drain. My family and friends tell me it is all in my head, and that things are getting better, but it’s not true. They don’t see the opportunities that I have been denied. The therapist tells me to ask things and do all kinds of things, and when I do, they do not work out. I can’t get rid of the emotions and weirdness. Things have changed so much, my life is going down the drain, I’m scared, and there is no help for me. Especially with relationships.
My life is literally going down the drain. My family and friends tell me it is all in my head, and that things are getting better, but it’s not true. They don’t see the opportunities that I have been denied. The therapist tells me to ask things and do all kinds of things, and when I do, they do not work out. I can’t get rid of the emotions and weirdness. Things have changed so much, my life is going down the drain, I’m scared, and there is no help for me. Especially with relationships.
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