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    The mrs doesn't think anythings wrong

    Greetings Today I asked if she has read up on any ptsd info. No, was her answer. I'm at max dose of celexa, the next step will to back off celexa and add buspar. I am in a ok place right now, but there are twinges of anger now and then, which is why I work overnights. G
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    The mrs doesn't think anythings wrong

    Greetings I am her 5th partner, all those before me physically and emotionally hurt her on purposem I have not, I fear she thinks I will hurt her. Walking on land mines that are buried deep is a scary thing, I'm trying to make my mines safe.... G
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    The mrs doesn't think anythings wrong

    Greetings I have retreated to simple answers. Was going to give a memorial day sermon, but she nixed it. That's where the comment came in. G
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    The mrs doesn't think anythings wrong

    Greetings Well seems I'm alone in this... G
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    Do We Have A Common Look?

    Greetings Yes it is, all aspects of our world is important to comment on, how you felt, how you dealt, and are you satisfied with the outcome! Been dealing with this for a year.... G
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    Medication...what To Expect?

    Greetings Dr's appointment went well, stayed at 30mg celexa and permission to go to 40 if I felt that it was needed. The next step after that will to introduce Buspar to go along with the Celexa. Well, a week of nasty night driving, a desision to go public soon, and a nasty one way fight on...
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    Do We Have A Common Look?

    Greetings In the past week 2 things happened.... The Mrs and I got into a short one sided conflict, I responded with silence. Now 3 people work said to me, why the angry face? I didn't know I was projecting this. Am I alone in this??? G
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    The "what If..." Game!

    Greetings Been dealing with this stuff for almost a year now. And it is getting to the point that I can't remember what story I told who. .. So on the question is, do come clean about my ptsd? It will explain my strange behavior this past year. G
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    Opening the closet door and coming out

    Greetings Oh I know, there were 3 events that unlrsshed the memories. Went to company eap, and his comments over a number of visits sent me to my primary md, they talked, and I'm about to go on to the next teir of meds. G
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    Opening the closet door and coming out

    To tell those who know me that I have ptsd. G
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    Opening the closet door and coming out

    Greetings The 'id' is an old term for the inner self, the stuff running in the background of the mind, like a computer program. I don't want to go over my ptsd situation over and over again, cuz that takes a toll on me as well. G
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    Opening the closet door and coming out

    Greetings all I think it's time to come clean! Its almost a year since the first event that has unleashed the 'ID' in my mind. I at the point where I can't remember what story I told to who. I'm planning to do this on Facebook, small following but they all have connections, so the word will...
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    General Husband With Ptsd

    Greetings I am a husband with ptsd. I can be a handfull at times but not directed at the living, always at inanimate objects. I often think of the Mrs and what she has to deal with when I'm not in the best of moods, she just remains quiet and won't interact with me, she told me that her...
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    Normal Self Is Stone Faced

    Greetings Most of the time I keep in the fringe of the conversation, but sometimes I have input and thay listen, they understand that when I speak up, it's worth it G
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    Poll Ptsd And Other Disorders?

    Conn's syndrome Think of the guy at the fair that is spinning plates and he keeps adding another til finally they crash. Some of the Conn's plates are stage 2 kidney failure, chf, unstable sodium and potassium levels, I have half dozed pin prick dead zones in my fiels of vision (1%) sight loss...
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    Aromatherapy And Essential Oils

    Greetings My massage therapist recommend to apply essential oil to my neck cradle before I go to bed and I would sleep sounder. A few months went by and I ordered unsented sweet almond oil and applied a few drops about 15 minutes before going to bed, boom boom out go the lights, I sheep hard...
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    Medication...what To Expect?

    Greetings and thanks. I am on a very low carb diet 100g or less per day, this is for my preexisting conditon (s).... Conns syndrome I'm due for an appt in a week or so and will make note of your observations. Thank you so much. G
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    Medication...what To Expect?

    Greetings Started 30mg march 3rd, having burn through already, twiching is back and so have night vocals, I'm not at the flash anger yet but getting there, next allt is on April 12th. Is there. A usual med after celexa has run its course? G
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    Relationship I Strongly Need Advice

    Greetings, Just finished a series of pod cast that were fantastic, I agreed with 65% of what the speaker was talking about. Granted he is a fire fighter, I was search and rescue in the us coast guard, but his words triggered many thoughts that dealt with my service history. Look up...
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Steeling myself up for my return trip, 1/4 mile visibility, fog, 140 miles.
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Looks like my route is going to go from 330 miles a night to 450. Half will be interstate (which stresses the hell out of me), I suspect my celexa will go to max dose, I also orded a bunch of hylands brain tonic. So I feel.... Anxious Scared Full of dread (interstate driving) Haven't laughed...
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    Pre-emptive Strike

    Greetings A lifetime of building my duel worlds, the one I imagine that I'm living, and the reality that is in the background. About a year ago two specific events shattered the barrier between my worlds..... and here I am posting a plan to keep me upright and sane. I started meds about 4...
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    Lip-biting-any Others Out Here?

    Yep, see above. G
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    What Made You Angry Today?

    Greetings Been on 30 mg of celexa for almost a month. My stupid anger showed up last night. I'm getting concerned that I am indeed in quicksand. Crap!!!!! G
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