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I can't even say Life is a gift aloud, I feel it isnt. Thank you, it does.

It does feel like this, first my dad dies, i get mental health issues and then the coronavirus, its just one thing after the other.

Agree, i just feel so negatively driven, nothing is working out for me. What if i have nothing, I don't have any skills, and can't do anything right now. Ok, you're right, that is the best. Thank you, I appreciate your kind thoughts. Thank you, I hope for the best for you.

Its fine, i don't really mind hearing about your pain and trauma. It is so hard, you don't know what its like to hate yourself, your life and pray to God to die every day. You can't even change yourself. I went to 4 therapists and they f*cked me up. and even talking to people on discord was a...

Agree, hence why I write fanfiction and daydream. I have maladaptvie daydreaming disorder, and it gets me out of my head.

No but heard of it.

That is awesome. I would love to do that.

yes, i don't really want to share this here. it is not that good.

Yes, I will do that..I am just not interested at the moment. The suicidal thoughts are getting worse and I am not really can't be bothered to try with a therapist. I went to four already.

I am not working with a therapist. My dad died, and my mind is trying to convince me that all the mean things he said some I am making it up or it was not as bad. So I started a list, then came this searing pain in my chest, I didn't know what it was, I thought i was having a heart attack. There...

I can do all of that, it is stopping the thoughts and living happily is the issue. I don't have friends, and only my mom who has anxiety. She cares but not enough. Thanks Will try that.

I sometimes argue with myself whether my dad emotionally abused me or not. So I started writing down all the things he said to me, and during it. I got this nasty pain in my chest, like a heart attack. I don't know what it is, but it scares me. I never felt such pain before. It went away but...

Thank you. It means a lot. I haven't learnt how to be kind to myself. Its just suicidal thoughts are taking a lot of out of me. And a strong part wishes I could do it.

Yes, I have maladaptive daydreaming, it is awful. It compells me to search triggers and figure out stories when I should be doing other stuff.

I have been dealing with suicidal thoughts from 13 years. At 31, it has gotten so bad, I tried to kill myself last year but couldn't but just hang myself from a cloth in the bathroom. I tried really hard, but I couldn't force myself. Now I still want to die, but can't and I hate myself for...

Yes,I get none of it. My mom is so unhelpful and I feel alone. Yes, i don't challenge those thoughts, I let it fester cause its too hard to be positive. That is grat thanks, I started doing eft, and writing my fears an resentments. Yes, you're right. It just feels useless right now, depression...

Thank you, that means a lot. I really don't have anyone at work. I do talk though but always afraid they will ask personnel quesiitions. Yes, but lately, it feels too much and too scary.

That sounds wonderful. I write fanfiction, but lately, I lost my love for writing. That is great advice. Wish I could draw, but not very talented. I wish I could trade my dysfunctional family, but stuck with them. Right now, happiness seems so hard and faraway. But hope things get better.

That is amazing, it gives me hope. I will. But i used to chat regularly on discord and it didn't make me feel better, so just talking it over, no journaling. i hate reading my depressive thoughts.

Thank you, i need support and compassion. I don't even know what to do. Thank you. I hope so.

First off, hello, I think I might be ill. I am from the Middle East, I did a small session with a psychologist from Slovenia and he said I have complex PTSD, but still don't want to believe it. I was in the Iraq war, so my family suffered. And then i was emotionally abused by my dad and mom. Mom...