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Thank you :)

He is my supporter. But sometimes not that supportive. He has his own things to work on too. I think he meant well..as in he saw me slipping into the dark and wanted to distract me with family game night. It kind of worked..even though i dealt with anger and tearing up in the middle of it. It...

Thanks guys. I suffer from migraines to @Glitterkitty . Every day of my life it seems. I take exederine and have never seeked help from a doctor. Do you take or do anything that helps?

I know how you feel. It's so hard and unfair. I'm going through the same thing. I hope we both feel better and are able to make some progress soon.

All i want is to be left alone in my own world right now and he pretty much forces family game night on me. I feel distgusting and angry and dissociated and guilty/ ashamed all at once. I feel URRGHH... Anyone ever in this situation? Im probably close to snapping and making a big scene. And of...

Thats a good example for me to think about. I think working, school and socializing made me feel good enough and normal enough. Without it im like nothing. I miss working and being in the world but im scared to death of it and can barely survive taking my little one to the park...

I guess i dont know how to not shame myself since its a lifelong habit. How do i not feel like a failure? I use to work and go to school and take my kids out, have friends, have fun. I dont have any of that anymore. I used to be happy and have hope. I think all those things made me feel better...

Today again for the second time (that im aware of) derealization, at least i think. And everything feels weird. Im sooo sick of this. Does anyone have this?

I just slipped back into the dark. All of a sudden. I had been doing better keeping ny mind off things..not cured though, thats for sure. I took my little one out by myself for the first time in a loooong time. It was high stress to say the least but u tried to push myself But today im a mess...

And feeling like a failure.. And im gaining weight.. And thats making me feel worse. Im so tired of feeling like dog #%@` with no hope for the future. I really hope my new T can help. I use to be generally happy and hopeful. Is there hope for me? Has anyone got better with meds?

I have suffered migraines my whole life. I have never tried to get help for them. I use exederine almost daily. I should get help for them...

Ive been trying to just forget everything. But i made small steps. I took my little one outside. By myself. That is huge. I cant say i was comfortable because i wasn't. I was on edge the whole time. I also made an appointment with a T. I finally picked one. Even though he is a male and i might...

@ghotiff...that's what happened in my case as well

Thanks so much @Digz :)

Thanks for sharing :) i have been diagnosed with ptsd recently and im doing horrible. I wonder about DID. Did you know? I day dream A LOT. I always have. Kind of like zone out..i have experienced derealization a few times. Once when i was driving and really upset i came to a four way stop and...

The first thing i did was change my locks :) so happy for you. Smart woman I know its hard Hang in there and I wish you the best

No wonder i always want a bath :)

I had a breakdown panic attack flashback thing yesterday and i felt like i was going mad. Like compmetely could not handle the hurricane of emotion inside me. I managed to caln myself but for the rest of the day i felt i couldnt get good breath. Then today my body hurts soo bad from it being so...

I do have the major body and self hate thing too. It is so hard for me to care for myself. I was also neglected from birth on by mom and abused by my dad as well. I can not get comfortable witb my body at all. I go back and fourth with my weight. Sometimes eating more to feel better but i start...

@Justmehere how do you go about finding a trauma therapist? I went on psychology today or whatever and i find some that say trauma and ptsd but i look at what they treat and the list is a mile long. Anyway i did call RAINN and hopefully that will work

You dont have to exlplain skipping out to me. My supporter takes our kids out without me a lot. If its a social thing for sure. Im not in a good place right now to be around a lot of people. Things were not always like this and im working on it. I know what you mean about wanting time alone...

Good for you :) I wish i could have done that You are strong and brave :) I wish you the best

Whatever you do please continue to see your friends and family.

I have actually been worried about summer already. Thinking i will still be in winter clothes

I would live in a hot bath if i could!!