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My boyfriend made a point too.. That most guys would die for all of the attention they give to girls. But they don't fully realize HOW much attention that girl gets. Word of advice since it sounds like you're getting into the dating scene.. If you like a girl that you think gets a lot of...

Lol. Oh GEEZ. Haha. I've come home in tears a few times before because cat callers ware on me so bad. It gets more than old. And people get aggressive. I've had to beat down 2 grown men and pull my knife on a few others. I'm not a fan of the "ogling". I've had guys get in my face and...

Maybe the trauma made you more alert so that you try to be aware so hard that you heightened your third eye.

I listen to a solo oud player.

I feel about as safe around them as I do with other strangers.

@ground crew .. So now I go blind and fight and don't even know what I'm doing. I am sorry about all that.

Hahaha @ground crew than we probably SHOULD NOT talk about this stuff. My first husband used to push endless personal buttons just to torment me. We fought day and night.

I'm sorry to be defensive @itsKismet . It really isn't my intention. I've hit a couple of raw points on this forum today. I thank people when they pray for me.. I'll even read those tracks they hand out. I want to be gracious. But it's wharing at me when they keep at it, and they keep at it...

Awesome :) that's so great!!

Oh :(

Thanks so much for sharing!! @Chava You know, after everything, I just try to make friends. But it's hard as an adult+PTSD. I don't fit in where I live with no option of moving. I am looking for a new career. I'm hoping it'll be something I can enjoy. I grew up dancing and some aquantenses...

I've only done this weird spiritual therapy called Sozo .. And they spring bad stuff on you the whole time. They get you to relive your trauma and don't offer any therapy. It made me physically ache for months.

I haven't seen my family in 10 years with no desire to. I still strangely admire my father from time to time, but quickly get over it.

I think it's your body's response to lots of stress. I wet the bed from the time I was born until I moved out of my parents house(away from the abuse) when I was 19. But I still go ever 1/2 hour on a bad day.

@joeylittle youre probably right. I read his quote as an attack and my immediate response is to fight back. I don't know how to slow that down. I'm sorry guys :( @ground crew

Link Removed I'm not saying that this is the a see that should be.. But I always make it a joke. If I can't laugh, I can't handle it.

I can't because of all the negative stuff!! I like to listen to world news on the radio sometimes, but I physically cannot take in the negativity of normal news.

My first trauma moved me into heavy music.. And the most recent moved me into very relaxing. I think because now I have blood pressure problems.

A knife or throwing knives!

I've overcome flashbacks!! Haven't had any in 2 years :)

He was really inside my head and convincing when he said things would be better.

Any real time inside my head triggered stuff for a long time. I'd be at work doing repetitive stuff.. Then all of a sudden I'd be reliving my trauma(s) with tears falling down my face.

I always wanted a nickname because I wanted to feel like someone else.

@ThursdayZimBobWayz oh geez.. That's rough :( I'm always trying to come up with ways to work for myself and avoid customer service. SHEEPLE. Lol. PERFECT. It sucks when work feels like purgatory. My last job was at a themed bar and I had to wear a catholic school girl uniform. Guys would...

The shirt pocket thing is kind of adorable. Haha. And I know how you feel. It's a mess out there. I don't know about you, but I have a sensitive heart and a big bite, so that makes things harder. I love that you crack yourself up!! Self entertainment :) it's good you can be alone with...