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I'm so damn pissed off at MYSELF for getting in contact with my first husband. I told him the truth yet he's got a GF coming from Alaska to be with him and blah blah blah. I told him the truth about what happened to me and he was so shocked and upset. He says he didn't like lies but how do you...
....you do something so damn stupid that you wonder why the hell you did that in the first place and then start to cry about it knowing you know better.....I had that happen for the last three days.
Strongest Will
by me....
Played by Paisty Jenny
Shattered
Beaten up and battered
However the scars remain
No matter what I'll never be the same
Hardened heart with stones to throw
A heavy Chevy with baggage in tow
I ran through the mud and dragged through sod
Now I decided I'm my own God
See...
For the first time EVER on this board, I have so many opinions on what you should and should not do that my head feels like one of those 1970's string nail pictures on the wall. When I told my family after many years I was raped, they threw it back in my face and said, "Too late." as if it were...
I sure can. Those horrid assholes just CAN'T UNDERSTAND NORMAL THINKING.......(ed. note: Anthony, I did not cuss...I swear!) You rise above them with your angel wings and say, "Hey, at least I haven't married a pedophile for a husband."
.............(thinks)............(I would say that but...
I looked randomly at the songs on my IPhone and found "Machinehead" by Bush (I saw them many years ago).
"I'm a Machinehead...better than the rest....green to red..."
Then I found Five Finger Death Punch's song, "Under and Over It"...
"I don't care if you hate me, do you want to know the...
You sound like me. I swear, there are some rather...what is the word.....ignorant people out there in total denial of what we have as far as PTSD, survivor's guilt, etc. My STB ex being one of them. After a while, you get tired of sounding like a LP on 78 rpm spewing out what we have and what...
Shimmerz, you're a goddess! Don't say you're sorry or I'm apologizing. Be yourself.....
They say that love means never to say you're sorry. I guess it's a true statement but for those (anything before but is....) of us who lived in the horrors of our A grade horror flicks, sorry is the only...
From what I'm seeing, there are many threads in regards to in laws however this one is a doozy.
Everyone knows about my STB (soon to be) ex-stepson; he's been in prison for raping a 13 year old twice, hence, he is deemed a molester for 25 years. He's 24 and by the time he's 49, he'll be away...
I try not to think too much, Anthony. I don't like spontaneous combustion.
Trauma is so broad of a term that it can't be defined per person and situation.
Come over here! You have a safe place at my house (AND THAT GOES FOR EVERYONE ON THIS FORUM) and I love to cook. We can talk, you can vent, we can watch TV, and help me with my yarn.