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I’ve tried them all except beta blockers.

Guys I can’t function. My anxiety is beyond what humans are capable of handling. I fear I’ll never get the help I need. I have chronic anxiety that only is treated by a benzo. Not every doc will be on board giving me a benzo. I fear my life will always be reduced to this. Not even being able...

Lord you’ve won my heart!

What if the nation collapsed. What would you do other than having to go thru withdrawals. I choose not to be controlled with drugs.

I’m hanging in there. Jesus is my one and only hope!

I want to say that while I’d been in the pit of despair Jesus had been the only peace I’ve ever obtained. When I first came to Christ I had the most profound peace and joy I could ever imagine. It flipped over night. My pain from a psychotic illness and trauma vanished. I want to tell y’all...

Thanks to y’all. Thank you for being there for me!

Fine. I’m withdrawing from klonopin Xanax and suboxone. It will get better.

I hope I don’t offend anyone here because of my faith. God is everything to me. If I did t have an encounter with him I would of taken my life.

my other half lives in Virginia. I live in Oklahoma. I gave up on relationships in 2012 and never thought I would fall in love again. I met Christina on Christianforums and we just hit it off immediately. She’s a decent Christian which made me fall in love with her all the more. I have a...

I’m humbled by y’all. May God continue in blessing our recovery!

Yes you have. To me it represents the ultimate light of God. It can only be comprehended by saying sonicwhite.

Love is the only way. Love you shimmers!!!!

Im going through poly drug withdrawal. It’s good to be able to talk with y’all. Stay ultra white in your fight with darkness.

I think it’s more along the lines that my prayers finally got answered. It isn’t meds. I am still on klonopin. And there are no changes and usually when I stop meds I have more nightmares. I really think God is breaking up all the nightmares. I’m truly thankful I’m getting the sleep I need.

For the last couple of weeks I’ve been having a good nights rest. My dreams are no where near the magnitude they where two months ago. I’m thankful because it shows that you can get rest without a benzo or something to help you. Is this pretty normal. I just started to think it was a attack by...

I only got on Suboxone cause I was stealing my second dads Norco and buy roxicodone off the street. I told myself I’ve already been through a psychosis due to drugs. This will be the death of me if I continue down this path. I saw the end of my road. I don’t plan of on staying on it and it...

Can anyone chime in. Is this just another smoking gun or what? I don’t know why it works so well for my nightmares but it does. But more impressive it takes away my cravings for all drugs. Not only opiates.

Since it’s sunday I talked to a nurse. I can’t go to the ER by my stepdad because he has meetings all this week. I can’t go via ambulance because once they discharge me how will I get home from a forty minute drive? So I reinstated . 25 once a day. And did what the nurse told me to do. Will...

Can anyone here reassure me until I see a doc that I’ll be ok. I know know one here can predict the future but like I said in my other thread. I’m giving up my addictive lifestyle and this is what is wrought by doing so. Having no klonopin really just made me unltrasensitive. I mean the last...

i weaned myself from one mg to point .25 three times day of klonopin. Yesterday was my full day of jumping and I really didn’t have any symptoms of discomfort. I was happy about the whole thing. Then I fall asleep around nine and wet the bed I noticed and was acting really strange. I seem to...

Uh, like anyone? Or is it just coincidences?

Take away my nightmares. Ever since I got back from TN I was stealing my second dads Norco making him suffer. It got to the point I felt so guilty that I was going to go into harder stuff and say f the workout of getting better. So I decided to see a sub doctor. I’ve had an opiate addiction...

I just want answers. Why as soon as I get on meds after a yr I started to have morbid dreams really when I'm in withdrawal. That's a clear indicator to me.

What if my nightmares are a mixture of stress and medication. Gabapentin weaning klonopin Risperdal Remeron I think these meds combined can cause alot of unwanted nightmares. I'm just saying I was never traumatized by my dad. I just left when i was 17 and never looked back. I was a drug...