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ok, so I notice for the second time I take seroquel and I have had a nightmare even on my normal dose of gabapentin. Why? Why is it so hard to accept that I have PTSD. Is it because we only have finite minds or is it my faith in God that is ruining my chances of my health getting better. I'm...

Later.

Guess beating a dead DEAD horse. I'm sorry folks. The only person I'm hurting is myself. I'm tired of this.

Detoxification is just what I have to go through. My dreams become so disturbing that I can't see if it's ptsd or withdrawals at the same time. I'm just hurting myself. I can't stop. I don't know how to stop this gripping addiction. Has my heart grown that hard and cold?

Anyone. My dad is strict as hell. I'm afraid to get high off them.

What happened to Eve Harrington? I'm confused. I know it's probably a personal thing but she really helped me. It's really none of my business but I'm just concerned not nosey.

Needed glasses I mean. Cold turkey gabapentin/Lyrica at the same time. Thankfully I had klonopin. I went two weeks and by the time I saw the doc I was totally confused. Almost psychotic. I was taking magnesium to help but being on the gabapentin rollarcoaster for five years and then just yanking...

Needless glasses. Ever thing is fine. I just have really bad eye sight.

Ok, I went fourteen grueling days without gabapentin. I've come to live with my dad. It's been a stressful adjustment and finally today I saw a new pdoc and got on gabapentin again. After going through the same dream over and over I realized the error of my ways. I live in Lebanon TN so I'm...

This didn't just start happening. It's been happing for two years almost three. It's just gotten to the point I no longer can see correctly unless I focus. I always squint my left eye because things seem bright. I'm going to the ophthalmologist on Tuesday so we will see what the heck is going on.

Please someone. I'm just embarrassed by this. They where naturally ok. Then all of a sudden my left eye would turn to the left on occasion. Then my right eye started doing it. My vision is declining over this.

man, something is going through my eyes. One drifts to the right, and one drifts to the left. It's not always. I can focus and they wil correct. Has anybody experience this? I'm see a ophthalmologist with n the 31st.

That's good. I take one mg three times a day as prescribed. It's the gabapentin and lyrica I have trouble with. When I abuse those meds I feel ten feet tall and bullet proof. It is an addiction I didn't ask for. In 08 when I gave doctors the right away to help me they put me on gabapentin. At...

I'm always torn between whether my dreams are demonic attacks to PTSD. I have lost faith in doctors but not God. First I started losing my faith in God and turned to man. Gabapentin is addictive. Idc what anyone says. I don't abuse klonopin. It just takes the edge off my panic. Whether it...

It's a very different thread topic than my last one. I live in a house that I've been vexed for twelve years. I won't go into why this house is different from others but can a peaceful soul have peace in a haunted house. The nightmares are disturbing. But a Father I know can heal me. I'm not...

I'll be alright moving. Somethings just stress me out when I dont trust God has everything covered. Than He shows up in a big way to show me I'm alright.

I will just say that gabapentin withdrawal is no walk in the park. It feels just like benzo withdrawal. And it was recommended that I stay on klonopin by my current doc because of GAD. Now I'm being uprooted and planted somewhere else where I feel I'm going to be just treated like I was in the...

Ok, so I'm understanding why all along I could feel dissociative after a nightmare. And why docs where saying that I have ptsd. But I never really could trust the docs judgment on it. So I feel into a hole of despair like no other. Tonight I awoke from another nightmare. I'm having a lot of...

Yes the doc has no referrals. I have to call my insurance. Yes I plan to be honest and open. That's why I'm scared. They look at klonopin as something ppl abuse rather than lyrica or gabapentin. But it has just made me worse. When I get to TN I plan on trying to live out on my own so I can...

No the klonopin is the issue. I'm all for getting clean however that comes about. But changing meds like klonopin will only scrwew up the progress I have made. Gabapentin and pregabalin is what I'm addicted to. Trust me folks. I want freedom so bad I can taste it. I just know that most doctors...

ok, in about a month give or take I'll be moving to TN. I have to because I'm being kicked out. As for much of it I'm ok. I'll have to leave my cat behind but that will be ok. As most of you know I have an addiction to lyrica or gabapentin. I'm afraid that I'm just going to drag my addiction...

im scared folks. I'm scared that I'm going to get some crappy doctor who won't treat the main symptoms I suffer from. Lack of motivation which I have ADHD and anxiety. It's kinda tricky balancing one or the other. Now I maybe worrying about nothing really. You guys want to know why I abuse...

It's not like it sends me into a flashback. It's more what I would try to describe would cause that. I had one major one during the psychosis. And then all of a sudden I started getting them constantly. And they wonder if I have anxiety. You know! I probably see it as a trigger. It didn't...

Don't know. I just know it happens often.

Like that feeling you get when a family member died or your about to get into a car accident and you miss. You heart sinks to the bottom of your gut.