sonicwhite
Platinum Member
Ok, so I'm understanding why all along I could feel dissociative after a nightmare. And why docs where saying that I have ptsd. But I never really could trust the docs judgment on it. So I feel into a hole of despair like no other. Tonight I awoke from another nightmare. I'm having a lot of anxiety and I feel no one understands. I have to leave in a month and I have to figure out how to gain my life back from wallowing in pain for twelve years.
I'm moving to TN and it's usually when I have dreams of TN I get the lost triggered. I just feel lost. Like I'm going to have to do this all over again and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of this stressful unfair life that only puts you down rather then lift you up.
I'm moving to TN and it's usually when I have dreams of TN I get the lost triggered. I just feel lost. Like I'm going to have to do this all over again and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of this stressful unfair life that only puts you down rather then lift you up.
