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I'm not sure if I believe in god but I do believe there is something Devine, intangible that surrounds us. If we want to swallow the pap of "God only give us what we can handle" then I'm done! However, I have had experiences of pure love while in some form of meditation, and I have felt the...

Then again I work with this chick who lost her mother when she was little... has a step mother that was horrible, I expected her to be caring and clever.. she isn't. . She's slow, she's judgemental, I can't work with her. She doesn't pull her weight. She irritates me so much that yes I do just...

This is hard... I've written 3 different things so far and it still doesn't make sense.... :wideeyed: So I'll try again. .. For me.. when I come across these people my irritation against them is generally because for some reason I seem to think they aren't worthy of the advantages I perceive...

Hugs to you and understanding too. This is what I do if I need to just release.. I call lifeline. That's what they're there for. Personally I am in a bind in that department due to the small town thing.. I actually know one of the volunteers, he is a client of mine at work, which makes me less...

@Recovery4Me thank you for the napkin. I'm such a messy eater... I say as I spill my drink.. LOL

Happy birthday sweetness. That red velvet cake was delicious! Nom nom nom. Did anyone bring napkins? I missed my mouth... :wideeyed: BTW. . I am so doing this come my birthday! More replies and likes than my Facebook account! :)

Thankyou ladee I appreciate your validation. I truly do. It's hard to be angry when you feel guilty for displaying such rightful anger. But I'll get there. :) And yes please I'll have those hugs.

I am feeling so angry today. I don't know how to constructively release it Instead of internalizing it. I want to throw something.. yell... scream.. stamp my feet.. break stuff.. punch something.. I hate these feelings. They feel so out of control that I spend my day trying to not allow it...

I hear you. And big hugs from me. Is it attention seeking to want to be accepted and loved for who you are? No. Do you feel we are intruding if we would like to wish you a happy birthday and let you know that even if we don't physically know you, we WANT to celebrate and rejoice in your birth...

My mother was not nurturing. She had issues before I was born . She grew up with her Nana, in an alcohol induced violent household with rough and ready uncles who had no issues throwing punches and carrying on. Her mother died when she was young, her father died not long after and her father was...

I get this when my blood pressure is lower than usual, i have low to normal blood pressure anyways .. it's not quite like vertigoor panic attacks but feels similar. Usually I get really clammy as well, I find laying on a cold floor with my legs up helps.

To be honest, in australia I feel that as sufferers we don't have a say unless it is trauma from a institution or religious group. There is more emphasis on violence towards women than there is for us. Not that I begrudge making people aware of violence against women (don't get me started on...

Husband enjoyed that. Thanks neverthesame :joyful:

I'm a sufferer, but I'd gladly tell you my experiences and my supporters reactions to it. I am quite open with telling people I have issues.. it is a coping mechanism that keeps people from getting to close to me... My husband... well I can't tell you what he felt... but how he reacted was of...

My first thought for you is to remove your self from the toxic relationship with Mother. If this means living on the road then so be it. My concern is that there would be no set place for you to feel safe and secure.. not that your getting that where you are now. Have you spoken to your T...

The fact that you have started building a relationship with her is great.. But she is still going to be a bit untrusting.. a PTSD symptom you probably know that... So be gentle on you and your daughter. Personally since you are both adults, I would probably get a book or get on the computer...

You are young and you have your whole life ahead of you. And I am shattered and emotional that you had to live through that. Children are the most vulnerable and the most abused.. it's not right and I know it's tough. I left home at 16 and couch surfed for a few years, this did it help my...

As part of the healing process the retrieval of repressed memories and feelings do appear, for sufferers these are more tense and can actually feel like you are reliving it. I have had a number of these recently and they have blown my mind.. they are so intense! One in particular, that I can...

That's appauling. Regardless of how long you have seen your therapist for, they are supposed to be there for you. No matter what though you are loveable even if we don't really believe it. Don't let this set back inhibit your progress no matter what is said you have progressed, even if it is...