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I don't know how to care for her and my service dog in training, if I can't control my current overload. Raj

My wife recently had back surgery. I'm having a hard time, as I fought to get her surgery. When our son assaulted me she denied me care, didn't want him arrested. Would committing myself be selfish? When she was in hospital her little dog ran off, I didn't get leash on him. Since then I've...

I feel like exploding, and exhausted mentally as well as physically. My wife's been in pain for three months, finally got surgery. Controlling anger through stress and rude medical staff is so hard! No I have even more care giving teenager has cerebral palsy. The oldest little dog ran away...

Well I was right some guy in pickup tried to ram our van today! Hyped vigilance is good! Raj

My hyper vigilance is getting worse! I peek out of my house and feel like everyone might shoot me or be judging me. In stores I panic when going around corners and think of how to defend myself going around the corner. When crowded I leave my family on there own in the store and lock myself in...

Glad your here everyone here is so supportive. I wish the best. You will be in my prayers. Raj

I'm scared, therapy is so terrifying to me. Having to go over my life history and naming every relative that abused me as a child and how, I hate it! Doing this trying to calm ideation and snapping at my wife and kids. Thinking about my times being fired upon or losing patients in EMS/law...

Correction, all calls are dangerous for police, some are just as dangerous for ems as well! Raj

Thank you for your reply. That's just how I was treated, and sometimes no paid deputies were willing to back me up on dangerous calls, even though I always backed them. Raj

Is it weird I have PTSD from being volunteer ambulance driver and reserve deputy, plus from longterm childe abuse? How do I explain it to people who ask? I wasn't paid to volunteer so I feel I should not have PTSD from that, I chose to drive ambulance and serve warrants as animal control...

I'm waiting on hospital and seeing psychiatrist soon. Distracting myself with service dog seeking. Raj

I thought only I did this, glad to know I'm part of a movement! We are who we are. If people are cruel about my nervous chatter I move on to kinder groups. Raj

Thinking of you and thankful you continue surviving with us! Raj

I'm fair had epileptic seizure. Get embarrassed at store. Raj

This marriage tough, but I believe worth it.

Sunday, holding on to that hurdle. Then go from there.

Holding on till after my sons birthday. Then might put myself in hospital. Raj

Should I just quit fighting? My life's Terrible can't take depression meds and derive. Wife is bipolar yells a lot. Life seems to be too much effort just keeping my head up each day. Raj

Slkobe, Thai you. I agree distance is best! GOD BLESS YOU! Raj

Inpatient treatment helped me before. I know its hard, try to think of those people or even pets that depend on you in there lives. YOU MATTER! As another struggling person, I will be thinking positive thoughts for you! I believe we all care about each other here. I too am on disability...

I'm a total slanderer, if you as the sister that threw me across room. Raj

Thank You for your comments. Its comforting to know they need to deal with their issues. Raj

I recently confronted, part of abusive family. Now I'm vile and have lost my Christian faith, according to them. Abuser confronted were Parents and a half sister. Years ago forced to confront my cousin, without councerling, who sexually and physically assaulted me. Fighting thoughts of how...

We have one counselors or that an employee abusing developmently dd layed childeren last year, so constant staff turnover. one that told ODD son he doesn't need rules, so yeah. One left works mainly as ith snger issues helped me. Does not do child counseling. Next one is sixty miles and may...

He currently is very irresponsible has stolen from his landlord, possibly employer I found out turned him in. No action so far! Maybe landlord didn't care. He does not pay rent either, along either most other bills. Talks about drinking and porn a lot. On the flip side he is a very good...