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I am waiting for my therapist! There is no word of her or from her. I texted her to see if we are still meeting and I have heard nothing. My appointment was scheduled 26 minutes ago according to my text she sent 2 weeks ago! We usually meet an hour later than she said she scheduled. I don't know...

Therapist #1 you made things worse not better now therapist # 8 has a lot more work! Therapist's start listening, support my decisions, don't put me through things I am not ready for, see me when I need scene, and stop leaving the clinic please! Therapist #8 You better be giving me your word...

I guess I am just on that line. Strange how our brains work..completely relive some horrific events and block out others....and then I have one recurring trauma (it happened nightly for years) I can remember up to a certain point and then it is like it "blacks itself out". I do not remember when...

They loved it so much they cried "happy tears."

I am stoked! Getting ready to pick up our dog as a Christmas Eve Surprise! He has been living in a foster home the last few years as we were in a domestic violence shelter for a while and then in an apartment where he was too big..now we are in a house and can get him back. I can not wait to see...

@ladee That is great! I am grateful to hear the stories of self care coming from these stockings. It is truly beautiful. I got one for myself this year too.

I hate upsetting people. I feel like everywhere I go be it cyber or the real world I am constantly offending people...I know an apology is said to not be needed...but I don't know how else to right a wrong. So to the people in the other thread who felt like I overstepped them I really truly am...

I wish I could be at home for Christmas and just be me and my immediate family..but no. I have to GO to a few different houses and see lots of people. So I may isolate myself to a corner and enter cyberworld on Christmas day.

I am sorry too. May I ask for clarification? Are you just wanting people to hop on and like say, "I am here and lonely" on Christmas and others to just say "yes, I am too." Is this the kind of support you were hoping to receive? I think sometimes imagination can be healing too. It can help to...

I would be an elementary phys ed. Teacher, with a healthy body and lifestyle. I would be married to a well to do individual so we would be paying someone to clean the house and do the landscaping. I would do the cooking though and have a dishwasher machine. We would have an indoor heated pool...

For those whose depression is more severe in the winter/dark season...have you ever tried a therapy lamp?

I miss my Mom. She always went all out on stockings. Stuffing them clear full of make up, jewelry, and candy. So I am bringing virtual stockings for everyone! As far as gifts in them..they are magical stockings so the sky is the limit! What is in yours? Do tell.

My daughters face when she sees her gift from "santa".

Through a series of unfortunate events, many depressive episodes, and ptsd at it's worse I came to learn the meaning of true friendship...those who judged, criticised ( in none constructive ways), or otherwise shamed, bullied, deserted, and abandon me were never my true friends. Thankfully...

The dumbest things make me freak out! Anyone else? Example: people coming to my house. Is it to messy for them? I haven't heard from john doe in a while wonder if he is mad at me? Oh my gosh..sirens! Oh I hope it's no one I know. These a just a minute few!

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I am not sure where to post this. Having a memory...I was trying to hide...by sleeping in a bathtub instead of my bed as a child. It feels flashback like. In it I am terrified...but nothing "bad" happens. Bizarre that I chose a bath tub to hide in...because I didn't want to be found in my bed...

Thanks for this post. I have had bad seizure like dissociation. I've also fainted, came to with a hole in my tongue, been disoriented, etc. I was put on wellbutrin which can increase seizures in those with a history of seizure. I had a lot of symptoms minus loss of bowel control so my doctors...

Thoughts of "I wish I had went through with it when I was a teen." "I can't now because I have children who need me". I wish there was a way to eliminate my "parts", but leave the "me" that functions as Mother alive. Also realizing what I want is just to stop feeling this way. I know this is...

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Nightmare of abuse that seemed real last night leading to flash backs today. Have been doing well previous to this. See therapist every other week.Texted to ask about next appointment date because I forgot...It's a week and a half away. She is asking if every other is still okay? I don't know if...

Midwest/U.S. or North East/ U.S.. An area where I could be considered either. Your not close to the fires are you? I hope not. That is so sad. Are you cold in Ky? After CA and Fl?

Storm Already came Still I stand Like it is here Wind

INFP here.