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  1. Astrid_Shadow

    Can't Sleep And When I Do The Nightmares Come Back

    I don't know I've never been checked. Its possible.
  2. Astrid_Shadow

    Can't Sleep And When I Do The Nightmares Come Back

    @Naoru Thanks for the suggestions. I'll try them out as soon as possible.
  3. Astrid_Shadow

    Can't Sleep And When I Do The Nightmares Come Back

    Hey...so I've noticed my nightmares keep returning so to prevent that I try to stay up until I black out. I know this isn't healthy but I just don't wanna have anymore nightmares. Its almost 1:30 am here and I doubt I'll be going to sleep anytime soon. I'm so scared. I haven't told anyone in my...
  4. Astrid_Shadow

    Can't Change My Father

    Woah. Thats awful. How can anyone do such a thing? I'm here if you ever need to chat.
  5. Astrid_Shadow

    Don't Want To Use My Picture On Social Media

    @Lauren Taylor I don't blame you not wanting to show yourself. I was in the same boat as you. I've had my share of crazy ex's. I rarely use pictures of myself and when I do they don't stay on social media for long. Hugs if you accept and I'm here if you ever need to talk.
  6. Astrid_Shadow

    Can't Change My Father

    @Lauren Taylor Wow that sounds extremely stressful. Have you tried having a heart to heart with him? See if maybe he'd be willing to listen to what you have to say? Also hugs if you accept.
  7. Astrid_Shadow

    My husband died today

    I really am sorry @Medic72 Hugs if you accept :hug:
  8. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer I'm New Here.

    @Yellow Butterfly Hello. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart, for all the stuff you went through. No one deserves to suffer like that. I'm glad you found us and I hope this forum helps you as much as its been helping all of us here. Hugs if you accept and if you ever need to chat or...
  9. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer Ptsd From Childhood Trauma And Abuse.

    @Septemviginti Hello and welcome to the forum. This is a great place to talk about hard things. I've been on here for a little over a year and its helped me so much. I hope it does the same to you. I know what its like to be abused. I've gone through lots myself some stuff I can relate to in...
  10. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer Cptsd In Emdr

    @Bookish Welcome to the forum! I hope you find this place helps you through all your troubles. Hugs if you accept and if you ever need to just chat or even vent my inbox is always open ^^
  11. Astrid_Shadow

    Undiagnosed New Here. Dealing With Parents Suicide

    Hello @Cityoflostdreams welcome to the forum. You're very brave to tell your story to everyone. We are all here to help. It does sound like PTSD but I'm not a doctor so I can't diagnose you. We are all here for you with open arms and I hope you find peace here. Hugs if you accept. ^^
  12. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer Cptsd And New To The Site

    Welcome. Glad you found us. Hugs if you need it. We are all here for you. Never forget that :)
  13. Astrid_Shadow

    Death It's The Anniversary Of My Step Fathers Death

    Sure. Send me a message if you'd like.
  14. Astrid_Shadow

    Death It's The Anniversary Of My Step Fathers Death

    Yeah hes out there doing who knows what. Worst part is he knows I exist and he chooses to stay away. My mom ran into him when I was four years old and my mom asked if he wanted to meet me he said "No its better if she never sees me" Thats why I try so hard when it comes to my new step father. I...
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    Death It's The Anniversary Of My Step Fathers Death

    My birth father was never around he had his way with my mom and disappeared. All I know is his name but this man Mike, he made me feel like I was wanted. I know I had adoption parents but I saw them more as caretakers not real parents. Mike made me feel like I mattered. Like my existence wasn't...
  16. Astrid_Shadow

    Wearing the same clothes everyday?

    I find comfort in only having a few outfits that I alternate between. I thought it was normal. I just find comfort in these clothes. I've never been one to try new things. Not when it comes to clothes at least.
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    Death It's The Anniversary Of My Step Fathers Death

    As of midnight tonight its officially the anniversary of my first step fathers death. This man first came into my life in 2010. He was the first person I actually considered as a father figure. He was with my mom when she came to get me back in 2010. I was adopted and I wanted out of that family...
  18. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer Children With Ptsd From Home

    @Tiffany2 I suggest you try out group therapy. See if it makes a difference. I know its hard to watch but you being there and being the rock they can lean on is what they need the most. Show her thats not true and that you love them both the same.
  19. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer Children With Ptsd From Home

    @Tiffany2 Sounds like you have been through a lot and I truly am sorry about that. Hanging on is the hardest thing to do, there are times when you just wanna say "I quit..I can't do this anymore" its moments like these where you need to hang on the tightest. My best advice? Just take it one day...
  20. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer Children With Ptsd From Home

    Hello. I'm Astrid. Welcome to the forum. If you have any questions I can do what I can to help get them answered. Also *hugs* for being so strong and helping others. Its a great thing. I really am sorry about the abuse you and your kids went through, its terrible.
  21. Astrid_Shadow

    My husband died today

    @Medic72 Wow you two sound like you were really close. I truly am sorry for your loss Medic and I wish I could do more to help you. All I can really do is offer you my support and a listening ear oh and hugs lots of hugs. He sounds like he was a great guy. I wish you didn't have to go through...
  22. Astrid_Shadow

    What Made You Angry Today?

    Thank goodness for this thread. What doesnt piss me off to be honest. Today just took the cake, my brother is leaving hes going back to Quebec. Its taken a toll on my mom. That pissed me off cause instead of being an adult about it he left the house all day and only just came home a couple...
  23. Astrid_Shadow

    Relationship Jealousy

    @Sighs Ouch. Thats gotta really suck but its good to get it off your chest. If you ever need someone to talk to or a hug,I'm always here. I wish I could say more to help you. Jealousy really brings out the worst in people.
  24. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Been Having The Worst Nightmares Lately.

    Hey guys. Over the past few weeks I've been having these really bad nightmares. I wake up wondering where I am. The dreams involve a hooded man being surrounded by fire. In my dreams I'm chasing this black hooded man trying to catch up to him when we both get surrounded by flames. He points at...
  25. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Fallen Back Into My Depression.

    @DEllen I'll do what I can to hold on. It does get really hard but I have my family and you guys so I'll make it through, no matter how hard things get. @whiteraven Make a list,hmmm I never thought of that. I'll do that tomorrow and see if it helps. Thanks ^^
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