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I have a mother, brother, and sister on whom to rely for emotional support. And I don't have a trauma doctor per se, but I do have a therapist with which I discuss my week and my ability to control my flashbacks during that week. But we don't actually talk about everything that...
Let me start by saying that I'm in this fugue almost every hour of every day. These fugues fill my head with so many voices and memories that it's hard to keep touch with reality. I feel like I've lost touch with the here and now. And on a daily basis, these fugues fill my head with more and...
Every day, I experience the world as it is. I can feel anything, I can touch anything, I can smell anything, and I can see anything. But there are times during the day when I re-experience events from events in my life. I experience them, and when I do, it just takes over my mind. I'm fully...
In summer school, I failed my economics test; I got just barely over half the answers right.
That's why I decided to drop the summer class after this one. I'm in college, by the way.
Last night, I had the strangest dream.
I felt like I was awake then, and then I was in my kitchen, where I saw chocolate sculptures of some animals. I remember one of them being a duck. It's really weird that I only feel awake when I wake up and fall asleep again...
Lately, I've been having more of those dreams where I think I'm awake. It's like the opposite of a lucid dream...
Nothing out of the ordinary really happens in these dreams; I just think it's kinda weird that these are recurring.
I am looking forward to finish school at community college and moving to Oregon for my 4-year degree.
I'm also ecstatic about the Creative Writing class I've signed up for this fall.
They have Christopher Lloyd reprise his role as Doc.
And the fact that he homages to a BttF line just makes me smile every time I see this commerical. Anyone else like Back to the Future?
For those of you wondering if I have PTSD, my answer is yes: I am self-diagnosed. I've told my therapist and psychiatrist about my condition, and they seem to agree. However, if not PTSD, I do have a lot of bad memories...
The only regular group meetings held in this state are for sexual assault victims and war veterans. I was bullied in school, by the way.
And if there aren't any support programs in your area, please tell me; I want to know if bully support groups are a thing... Edit: In my area, I mean.
I kinda have a similar issue with my memories of high school, most of which were very, very unpleasant.
And when I try to remember my time in high school, my brain starts to hurt... So that may be its way of keeping my ego sane, if that makes sense.
I was in special education. Even the teachers scolded me for things I didn't do. Sometimes they made it look like I was doing naughty things, and scolded me for them. Whenever I went to the mall, and tried to make friends, they too would yell at me for scaring people. They followed me...
I was chronically bullied then; now I'm in college.
Anyway, the voices I hear don't really tell me to do anything dangerous; they just comment and harass me in my daily life. If I go to use the computer, one of the voices tells me that I'm overlogging, that I should read a book for once. I...