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And so I was reactive for a longer period of time in a more obvious way. A person whom remained behind the scenes as the "prime mover" told me something to scare me. I was a REACTOR..... This is mess, the prime mover is untrustable, but is blood related to the person it appears I have a fear...

I married that guy. And thank god I've been divorced for 10 years now.

yes, I'm now past the trip. Thank god the person didn't say anything really bad, but he was a little demeaning once again once. I forgot the exact phrasing. But I'm talking about that phrase.... Isn't it BLAMING the other person for not being able to clearly get your message across by telling...

Avpd, Avoidant Personality Disorder. and I highly suspect my parents and at least one of two siblings having other disorders or characteristics of multiples ones too. (Yes, I have education in Psych).

Anyway i have ADD, so he would miscommunicate and then if I asked for clairification he would say, "that I do not listen. " I felt he was blaming me for not reading his mind. Is this just me? i am in a road trip and am stuck in a semi and the jerk driver said it again to me.

Ok so I ran away at 19 from the mid-west to west coast and my dad passed a couple years ago. I thought it would be easier trying to relate to the rest if the family while visiting because dad was my continual abuser growing up. But my brother is also a big trigger. All didnt go my way...

I basically came clean with a closer relative and said I am ready to seek care for ptsd.I am afraid though since it is a sibling they will discount the info. Because I am usually blamed in the familt for over-reacting. I had had my feelings and experiences if abuse discounted to my face all my...

Ok so my alcoholic dad and brother were out of control and unsafe often in my young mind. Uf I ft too relaxed from ssri medd when i did try them I would have anxiety attacks over fear of becoming a physical crime victim because I felt inebriated ir somewhat uninhibited? Can anyone identify? Is...

I figured iut pretty quickly when I finally got my ADHD dx, in some of what I lost as a person with a LD was about how I could have been abused less. But I could loik back and get it that I got abused because my ADHD behavior triggered my Narcissistic dad to be abusive-mostly demeaning.

I personally feel like I have an attraction to Narcissist disorder of some type. I am shocked to have figured out a third close female friend really has Narcissistic features in behavior. Dad was one.. It seta pattern that has been too enduring and triggering my whole life!

Hello I'm a divorced fe. in my mid 40's. My abuser(primary) was dad. He was a toxic Narcissist. I've also got ADHD that's considered severe. I've lead a very stray cat life(I heard that somewhere and totally identified). I've not had the care I should have. I've also had traumas to my neck in...