A triggering/messy situation

[WhiteHatGirl]

And so I was reactive for a longer period of time in a more obvious way. A person whom remained behind the scenes as the "prime mover" told me something to scare me. I was a REACTOR.....

This is mess, the prime mover is untrustable, but is blood related to the person it appears I have a fear of. I'm trying to tell my relative to LOOK ELSEWHERE for the prime mover, so I don't have to point fingers...........

I think my own parent ganged up on me and blew the situation out of proportion over this too.

*I'm a family outcast, and now I think partially it's very tied to the PRIME MOVER'S putting me into a tough situation about 23 years ago.

I'm praying my relative asks her GOD to show her what is really going on and who is the PRIME MOVER of the long standing difficulties and distrust around the family.

(I just needed to get this out somewhere).
I'm staying with this person, and they don't trust me. But they don't know they were possibly deceived by the Prime Mover for THIS ENTIRE 23 or so years and they were kind of DUPED by a very close relative.

I hope that I do not have to SPELL it "O U T"

 

[joeylittle]

I hope that I do not have to SPELL it "O U T"

I'm sorry, but I don't quite understand what you are saying here.

Did this person abuse you 23 years ago?