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I have noticed that if I forget to take my meds for two days in a row or every other day. I feel like I jump from one thing to the next in minutes and my mood changes often and randomly to different things.

I sort of know what your talking about. I hate the natural pauses if they are any more then a couple seconds. I tend to want to leave the conversation but sometimes such as in therapy it isn't really a posibility... especially the last session where my therapist basically turned the spot where I...

When it's at it's worst it feels there is a war going on inside my head. Well there kind of really is memory's of Afghanistan and thoughts of distrust towards everybody but knowing that those thoughts and feelings of distrust is good to an extent but will destroy my family if I allow them to...

You know you have PTSD when at random times for no reason you just have a f*ck the world attitude.

Here is what pisses me off today. These dumbass mother f*ckers that keep f*cking skipping me when they take shit to our front office without me f*cking knowing. For instance there is this decoration that is being processed and I have only sent the soft copy to our front office because these...

@Lemontree it isn't about who's problems are far worse it's that we all have problems. If you don't talk about your problems and only keep them to yourself I have learned the hard way that they tend to turn into poision and start to destroy you from the inside out. The list that I posted luckily...

I'm sorry @ShadyBaby87 did the office call and push it back? if my memory serves me correctly they have done this to you in the past as well. It makes it really tough when even the therapist office seems like they don't care about you or helping you get better. Could just be cercumstances at the...

I really like this thread. The things I hate about PTSD are... Feeling disconnected from everybody else Feeling like something bad can/might happen any minute getting triggered period. Feeling like a monster feeling like I can't be trusted realizing that I can't get ride of these memories...

I'm sorry I do remember now. I think that there is so much in my head that things tend to slip out between life and the forums.

I don't know how your able to live with it. I'm on two different anti-depressants and that is because I was so tired of the anxiety and everything else. I was/am in therapy and it felt like it only got me to a point but was still a ways to go and I am doing a lot better with the meds. The side...

I'm with Friday 100% on this one I am always scanning I don't mean to but even the other day when my supervisor and I were talking in the hallway about stuff I noticed all the stuff going on around us such as a person coming towards us from down the hall or what not. Please don't take it...

that is a tough situation. Is he going to therapy at all? It sounds like some exposure therapy with a therapist would help a lot. For me I had to do it on my own at first. My therapist taught me how to find out what my subconcious is thinking and how to challenge it and then I would go to a...

For me I picked that they should share their fears so others can learn more about them but also selected other because for me it really depends on who they should share their fears with. I know I don't like to share my fears with anybody because I don't want them to think less of me but also...

It really isn't an easy thing to tell your story. I told my story but it was after a lot of exposure therapy to so I got to the point that I was able to accept what happened and the main reason I told my story was to basically kick it in the face so to speak. I was tired of being ashamed that I...

I'm with you there Collin. I tend to over react a lot but have talked about it a lot in therapy and have been working on it for a really long time and just now starting to be able to cope with it and not blow things out of the water most of the time.

Even though I feel like I need to stay informed I hate watching the news especially since where I work there is a tv and one of the few channels that we get is just about every news network and the weather channel so the news is always on and it's the same loop of stories over and over. When I...

That is a tough one because I would say that it isn't dirty at all and especially with two little ones running around durring the day it is tough to do much and keeping it all clean is a real challenge. I was wondering has there ever been a day that you were out and he was home with the kids? I...

I have a hard time with the tools. I have the tools it is just remembering them and using them in the situation. I usually don't realize what I could have done until after the fact. I also get tired of using them. It's tough when I struggle with the same thing over and over and over and over and...

It's always something... Either things are a little rough at work or a little rough at home or both. Plus dealing with the thoughts in my head. It's never ending when things seem like they are starting to get better something happens and I'm back in the shit pile...

f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck stupid f*cking shit. Ok so here it goes f*cking car accident almost a month ago took almost a month to get our f*cking car back between the f*cking insurance company and the f*cking repair shop then the f*cking rental company charges us a ass load of money for the rental that...

Well the reason I have a team is because being in the military i have a PCM(primary care manager) basically my regular doctor for physical ailments and the such. Then I have my counselor that I talk to about my stuff my counselor isn't allowed to give me meds because she hasn't gone to medical...

I'm with you there I hate the stigma it's like if you tell anybody what your going through that isn't a therapist in person they tend to treat you like a black sheep

such a great video thank you so much for sharing Laurie

I love Italian I'm 1/4 italian and I think it comes out in my taste buds. I enjoy every kind of italian food that I have tried thus far.

I'm still here. It's getting close to the dinner I'll have to look and see if there is any olden times stuff