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I am so very lucky that I don't often have sleep disturbances or nightmares. I rarely even see dreams happening, just wake up with vague memories of them. Last night though I had a super clear dream. I was in a CHP explorer uniform, my dad was in some other kind of police uniform, and he had sex...

Gave myself permission to call t and ask if the cancelled appointment was my fault. Message says out of the office for 2 weeks. Phew. Mind at ease, and I didn't even have to admit my fears to him. Though, probably should next time.... On the way to mom's. Going earlier than usual so I can leave...

I don't know what to say other than :D:D:D:D:D

ohmygosh @ladee , what's your take on synchronicity? I was thinking about posting something on FB to my team ferngully and team kool aid friends, but didn't. Yet, two of them posted on my timeline! How fun!!

@FireSign8 I'm not sure....but you have me paranoid that I admitted to committing an illegal act....

lol, oops, I meant, "Thank you for being there" was our team motto. I think it had something to do with someone managing to get a hit back after someone missed the ball, or it bounced off someone's face or something lmao But I like your name!! And of course, mi diary es su diary lol

Also, @ladee , thanks for being there :) Which, coincidentally was the motto of one of my old volleyball teams... bwahahahahhahaha oh and thanks again for making me think of that, cause that team was hilARious...omg, so was Team Kool-Aid!! (The other one was Team FermGully) God I need to play...

@ladee in my book, it's always ok to laugh :) My go to defense mechanism ;) T once asked "so what does help in times like those?" my response, well, I figure I'm ok as long as I can still laugh at a bird dabbing....OMG! I should watch the video of the bird dabbing!!!!!!!

man I heard it go boom boom boom from the back of my room but my feet don't move cause I'm stuck like glue

HA! @NoWhereKnowWhere , I just watched How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, and that song is in there :) However, I've had what I know as "King George, All Three Songs" from Hamilton stuck in my head for days, and despite listening to the soundtrack also, I can't tell you what those three songs names...

Ohhhh man. Why did I wander into the "problems with therapists" posts? T's DO cancel because patients have been bad? T definitely cancelled on purpose. Why do I push EVERYone away?????????? What if when I go back, finally, in 3 friggin weeks, he says that we have to terminate? This is definitely...

Lol!! They'd probably love this! Well, if Major League Baseball has anything to do with it, you'll see this as a commercial soon. (Sorry, reference to a very old Simpson's episode....)

Movies. And my cat. Well, my cat always, not just today. :)

Another venture out, for coffee to brew instead of brewed. Lasts longer, but didn't have the energy to get to that store earlier. Stupid, because then I spent over a dollar for one coffee, when HAD I just walked that extra little bit, I'd have a bag to brew from the dollar store. All things in...

Bailed on going to moms today. She said Saturday, don't come over tomorrow, it's going to be bad. Yesterday she said, don't come tomorrow either, it's going to be worse. I was still going to go. I'm so out of it that the weather wouldn't bother me anyway. But when I stepped out the door, into...

I just texted someone to take the tacks off the chair before she gets there.

@SophiaWisdom I've been wondering, do I tell someone before that there are? I shouldn't have done that, why stoop? Then I think, hey I can put tacks in MY chair if I want, and she in theory shouldn't even find them.... ;) @Fadeaway , that was pretty much my reaction, like, ok.... imitation is...

It's funny, I actually put the title on this one "IDAF about your mindfulness" Cause I was trying to be more present and mindful, so I decided to pet her, but it wasn't when SHE wanted to be petted, so she wasn't having anything of it :) She hates getting her pic taken though, or gets tired of...

So do I just keep adding to this when I want to write in my diary? This song just broke me. Whatever's been building.I'm on a crying jag now. Which is probably a good thing. I dont do that often either. I don't often feel sorry for myself, but songs about fathers do it to me every time. Yes, he...

Thanks all :) I just didn't want to put it anywhere wrong, or do something wrong and make anyone mad. @ladee , that might be a 12 step group I could actually get behind! lol @Ronin , thanks for the reassurance :) @GrayOwl That is Grace, or, Gracie Lou Freebush, Prettiest Pookster Kitty, so...

That's what I'm goin for!! :) I'm just stayin in my lane, doing good work, and let her do herself in.

I finally gave in an applied for SSD in August. I was denied the first time, so I'm going through the appeal process. The thing is, I love this job. I would probably still work here, as it's kind of designed for people who can work part time but still be on disability. It's a peer mental health...

I was having a text conversation with someone. They mentioned authors that I mistook as musicians, since we were talking about musicians, so I said, oh, dur! And then, well, I don't read much anymore, but I may look them up! They replied, it's ok. I said, I know, but I wasn't looking at it as an...

I finally jumped on the Hamilton bandwagon. I'm loving the soundtrack!!

Why does yoga have to be so ruuuude? :singing: