Bananie
Silver Member
I am so very lucky that I don't often have sleep disturbances or nightmares. I rarely even see dreams happening, just wake up with vague memories of them. Last night though I had a super clear dream. I was in a CHP explorer uniform, my dad was in some other kind of police uniform, and he had sex with me on a cruiser. And I resisted at first, then wanted it.
It's just so weird. I'm the dream I was older than when the abuse stopped. Im already not in the best state these days, and this just threw me off even more.
Thanks to these forums for giving me a place to just get it out.
It's just so weird. I'm the dream I was older than when the abuse stopped. Im already not in the best state these days, and this just threw me off even more.
Thanks to these forums for giving me a place to just get it out.
