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So after 10 days, I broke down and went to see my ex girlfriend, at first she was hesitate to talk, then she said ok we talk in my car. After we got in, I first told her I tried very hard to stay away, but I love you and I care, and I worry about her ( she has ptsd, depression, and anxiety...

I don't know what to feel anymore, its all numb now. I speck so highly of havin hope, but she has to have hope too. I know I have said everything in my heart, I dont know if it resister to her, she has a comeback that changes the perspective of the actual relationship. She sabotages the past...

The last 5 or 6 weeks has been a living nightmare, all my feelings and emotions has heighten to levels I have never experienced. My panic disorder, depression, and agoraphobia has risen to a much higher hyperactivity. I had sought out and establish a ptsd therapist by my family doctor. They...

Its been a hard exhaustive month. So much thoughts swirling all the time. I never expected how difficult a sudden break up can be. Even after they explain why, it still seems unrealistic. I have to fight this for I can be there in my raising of my children. Its hard to digest that all of the...

There are situations in ones life at times that causes them to rethink their past decisions base on their historic tragic events. As for myself, I felt that on my current life events, I would benefit more by sharing, and stop hiding from my past. I will try to do so as shortly as possible...

Ever since my earlier break up with my girlfriend I have extremely took it upon myself in a panic stricken state to annualize the current status and fix it. Not only did I respond typically to an average break up in the norm of today's relational social regularity, I thoughtlessly didn't add...

I think I hit bottom last night, I haven't drank alcohol in over 18 years, I broke my sobriety, I bought 6 pack on a whim, I was hurting so bad. That lead to more, bad thing I was buzzed all to hell on just the first one, but I wanted to numb it away. My kids never seen me drank, or drunk...

What else can I do, I'm now feeling totally hopeless, empty inside, can't even shed tears, no more fluids left to cry. I broke down and bought a giant stuff dog, a rose and a valentine balloon and went over to my ex's apartment. When I gave them to her, seem she like them, she invited me to stay...

Today, was the hardest day I ever truly had. I'll first describe a little of how this day came to be, by each of our past. I am a 47 year old single father of 3 great children. My oldest son is turning 20 in may, and was by my first girlfriend. We both were young, and lived a rather destructive...

Where does one start out, I assume a warm hello to all, that by joining, I too can feel the warmth from other members to help not only myself, but maybe a flicker of light to whomever shivers in the shadows of PTSD. I am really in a lost of words and ashamed that I also must come out of...