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Welcome :) I am sure you will feel less alone you have people here who can understand and relate to what you are going through :)

To me it sounds like you haven't dealt with your husband killing himself in front of you. You need to grieve the loss of him and also work through all the feeling you have around him and his death. The drinking to me sounds like it was an outlet to everything that has happened as so many feeling...

I know how you feel with missing your therapist. For me my T is the only person that I can talk about all the deep and meaningful stuff. I have formed a really strong bond with her and she is really kind and gentle. Its ok to miss your T. Can you find something you enjoy doing to get through...

It makes me really sad to hear about your past. Everyone deserves to have a mother to care for them and love them I am so sorry that your mother was not there to protect and care for you. I guess if I was in your shoes I would wonder why she has suddenly called, does she want something from me...

Without knowing the background you have with your mother it is hard for me to answer. By the comment she made to you about your brother I am assuming she has issues of her own? Would it help you to hear what she has to say, are there answers about stuff you want from her? To me it sounds like...

So so sorry to hear of your loss. Please keep yourself safe and we are all here when you need someone to listen/talk too. Take care

My problem here is that if I don't have anything in the house it is nothing for me to go down to the shop and buy supplies :( I find this really interesting! I guess it is because we are harming our body with too much food. Our insides will be struggling. I am on day 1 of not over eating/binge...

I am sorry I have no advise for you, but I have the same issue with food and binge eating. I also look forward to others advise on this.

Nice work! And you will cope fine with the job, just believe in yourself :)

Sorry to hear you are having a tough time and your T is not available. I know what its like to "depend" on our T. They are the one person who we form a unique bond with, as we share such deep feelings etc with them, and they are so gentle and caring. Most of the time its the things that were...

I am a female with a female T. Couldn't see a male T as wouldn't be able to trust them. I also like an older female T as a mother like figure.

Happy Birthday Anthony!!! Have a fab day and I hope you get to relax and enjoy the day :)

Hi Sammy Will be thinking of you today. So glad to hear your physiotherapist will be there for you. take care :)

Hi Jass First congrats on getting this new job! I feel for you with the decision you now have to make weather to stay or not. I guess at the end of the day your health is more important than a job! I know its a struggle to find jobs but you managed to score this job so I am sure another one...

After reading what you wrote the first thing that came to mind for me was ..... let him go, move on. If he was interested in you, even for a friendship he would make an effort. He has made no effort and the fact he wont give a straight answer, is your answer. I know you are hurt but he is not...

Wow from what you say and his replies ...... I would be looking for a new T

Well done!! You should feel super proud of yourself. I too struggle to stand up for myself with anything. I make my husband deal with anything like that as I also hate having to make phone calls. Hope you can get it all sorted so you can have some food to eat :)

I cant imagine your T would want to drop you. The thing is now that you are stable is now the time to work through all those other issues that will be easier to work through now you are in a more stable position. Your T must be so proud of your achievements and I am sure they will be happy to...

Hi Jass It really does sux how you have been treated on your birthdays by your family. They have been very unfair and cruel towards you. :( I am happy that you were born and wish I could take you out for an amazing day to celebrate your birthday as you are an awesome person. You deserve some...

One cat called Charlie, he is black and white and fluffy :)

You keep trying because there is hope for you to have a happy future with your husband and kids. At the moment things are hard and it takes time to work through everything. Nothing is a quick fix when it comes to PTSD. Once you have progressed with your healing you will be so proud that you did...

Welcome to the forum, I am sure you will be able to find support and help here from all of us to help you along the way in your recovery :)

I am sorry you are hurting so much and understand the feeling of not knowing what to do with yourself when you feel so hurt. As you know you cant change how someone else feels. You are worth more than someone who feels nothing for you, you are worth someone who loves u for who you are. I know...

I also feel the same way! I go to therapy and we talk about stuff but it doesn't feel like we are getting anywhere. I guess I am being impatient as it takes a lot of time?

Yip I think about this often. And I know it is up to us as an individual to make our life what it is, but when you are totally lost this is hard to achieve :(