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@abovedown Not really. Plus I have to travel an hour min changing 2 transports each direction to get to any gym or studio. For now my only option is playing Legos with furniture and doing a bit of ballet at home, Maybe some walks. Also stupid thing about depression is last summer I was in 3...

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@arfie Her own potential but point taken. Though I was not saying the judgement part to be polite. I genuinely don't judge many people as we are all different. Ballet and meeting people of different ages or countries joined by love of something no matter age or background or gender kind of shows...

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I get that. I analyze things too. Being self aware can be hard. I know it doesn't always work from the first try, but still if you see a pattern, sooner or later you can change it possibly. I have changed some of mine. Then again, not really others so who knows... I hope this is a start of...

Depression is weird. Feel like I just woke up a bit today and answered 5 messages from friends in half hour instead of barely getting to one a day and that feels like something 🙃

Roadtrip

@arfie point taken with all layers of meaning. Thank you for the perspective @arfie point taken with all layers of meaning. Thank you for that! Thanks for the perspective! Trust me, never judged you by age, but I judged myself. Definitely something to let go of!

Thank you for this @arfie . It was equally sweet, heartwarming and funny. It's weird feeling old cause I have seen in practice that age is not really a sign of what one can or can't be doing above the age of 20 (for legal purposes, though some are more mature due to... well, life) but being here...

Took me all day but I had the conversation I needed to have. Brutal but I'm okay(well alive so that's something) and now hopefully I get sleep before the next challenge. It's bad but beside sleep I Don't have that much keeping me balanced other than regular sleep now so it's not something I can...

@abovedown I can relate to the whole puzzle you can't solve thing. I wasn't just meant to do better than my parents. I was meant to save them from poverty into the life they were trying to have. I was told all my life how they loaned money to relatives and were left with nothing. I Don't know...

@arfie @abovedown I feel heartbroken from myself if that made sense. I'm only a burden to my family but I can't move yet. And I'm also feel like a math equation AND super old here. (too old for help, too messed up to manage otherwise. The math equation being, I was allowed to go to uni, and...

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How do I untangle myself? I'm alone where I live and I hate my current situation more and more each week. I don't live where I did before and with that, getting some piece and quiet per day to do what I need to do is my biggest achievement... that and teaching once a week despite of no warning...

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