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  1. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Thank you, I really appreciate that. ☺️
  2. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Here's hoping, I been waiting a long time. I should be hearing back from the potential guarantor tonight or tomorrow. I'll take any positivity energy you got spare, if it's a yes, renting just became a lot easier. 🤞
  3. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Well I'm good for a mic, my friends have a monitor for me and I'm using my exs old gaming laptop, the laptop is what worries me. I still need a mouse and pad, headphones, a desk and chair but I can wait for the desk and chair. Once I move and have everything I need, I'll start saving for a...
  4. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    I like that saying, never heard of it until now. I'm the same to an extent because my dream focuses solely on technology and my personality. Bad tech, bad quality stream. I didn't get the place I looked at and unfortunately everyone wants a UK Homeowner Guarantor. I've asked everyone I know and...
  5. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Wow, that sounds amazing! I can't wait to have a decent set up, my first set up will be budget and hopefully, work. 😅
  6. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    I honestly understand how you feel, between my mental health, the divorce and finding a place to live, I'm also in the haze. The music stuff sounds like fun though, how is your set up coming along?
  7. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    @Survivor3 Hey dude! Sorry about the other day. Just had a a lot going on and needed some time to think. How are you?
  8. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    I honestly don't want to bring down your positivity but I have to be honest. I'm in a pretty bad place right now. I'm staying with friends this weekend, so I'll find my smile again. But right now, I'm not much company. 😞
  9. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Sounds like an awesome day. I'm so happy for you! 😊
  10. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    It's been reschuled for next week, also trying to get a viewing for another place with the same estate agents. How have you been?
  11. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Hey @Survivor3 , my viewing got cancelled and rescheduled. Yesterday I was OK, I was hanging out with friends. Today not so good. My ex came back after two days, turns out his gf has a place of her own now. So I told him to leave and he said he can't, it's complicated. Just more drama, more...
  12. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    I'll check them out sometime, I've been listening to a lot of country and rock. Music has been helping me a lot recently.
  13. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    You should make a YouTube channel, you can turn comments on and off too. I'd definetly explore social media outlets, its a good way to get your music out there and another avenue for income too. Now you're talking! I'm a big rock fan, my favorite band is Aerosmith.
  14. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Awesome, sounds very Mighty Boosh. Also grew up with Prince and Hendrix. Not a big fan of Jazz but I have a respect for it. Sounds like you'd fit in somewhere like Brighton or Glastonbury. When you've recorded some stuff, I'd love to listen to your work.
  15. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Yep, I have EVERYTHING ready. My model, my channels etc. And when I get that mouse and monitor. I'll be making my Twitch debut. What kind of music do you make?
  16. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    You're very welcome, Vtubing is when you stream videos games etc on Twitch but without showing your face. Your represented by a motion capture model. Below is a link to a video by the #1 Vtuber in the world. Ironically a lot of people do this who have mental health problems like ours.
  17. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Well first off it's a breath of fresh air hearing a man can control his finances 😆 Secondly if you're saving and still able to make little purchases, no harm done. Make your dream a reality. My dream is Vtubing. (not sure if you're familiar with it) I am a monitor and a mouse away from...
  18. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Thanks, and like I said, I'm around all day today if you need a chat. 💚
  19. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    No worries, I know how it is. Yesterday I was going through the same. Absolutely, it's a large studio but big enough for me. Fingers crossed for tomorrow and hope you feel better, if you need a chat, I'm around all day.
  20. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    @Survivor3 Hey, hope you're doing well? And anyone else following along with my journey, hope you're all doing well! Got a big update. I have a viewing for a property tomorrow, it's within my budget and not far from friends. Keep your fingers crossed for me! Also I contacted a solicitor that...
  21. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Sorry you had to go through that. There was a lot of arguing, resentment, mental abuse and alcohol in my home growing up. To cope I used any drugs including alcohol. Holy crap, I'm glad you came out on the other side. Your strength is very inspiring.
  22. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer Hi, new here and feeling awful

    Sounds like you've been through a lot, sending you my love. 💚 Going through a difficult break up, refer to the content on my profile to know more, to much to explain. This group has saved me at times, you made a wise choice joining. If you want to chat or vent or whatever, feel free to contact...
  23. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer Hi :) Feeling disconnected

    Hello, also had a traumatic childhood and feel alone. There's a lot going on in my life, to much to explain. Please check the content on my profile if you want to find out more. More importantly, I've been here for a few months and have found people to talk too and made a friend via this app...
  24. CazzTheGeek

    Lets Chat! Moves, Video Games, TV etc

    Ohhh, well hope you enjoy them. Dr. Stone is really good. I would recommend it too. I like to read classic and some newer stuff. Fantastic Four, Silver surfer and Deadpool is what I'm into right now.
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