Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

[CazzTheGeek]

The set up is. My drum machine, multitrack recorder, bass guitar and synth/piano, Sax and anything else i can plug in like vocals and percussion. Speakers and a brand new mixer that I bought (yet to set up and learn how to use)... I should use professional monitor speaker's but I don't want to annoy the neighbours so I use headphones or computer speakers which are more than loud enough. Also I treated myself to an early Christmas present. A brand new top of the range Roland drum machine. it's super duper. Gets delivered at the end of the month.

Wow, that sounds amazing! I can't wait to have a decent set up, my first set up will be budget and hopefully, work.

 

[Survivor3]

Wow, that sounds amazing! I can't wait to have a decent set up, my first set up will be budget and hopefully, work.

Yeah, well most of my stuff is budget but all together I did spend some money recently. I'm not the type of person that has to have the most expensive stuff, so long as it works right!! That old saying, "a good carpenter dosent blame his tools".

Any news on the accommodation?

 

[CazzTheGeek]

Yeah, well most of my stuff is budget but all together I did spend some money recently. I'm not the type of person that has to have the most expensive stuff, so long as it works right!! That old saying, "a good carpenter dosent blame his tools".

Any news on the accommodation?

I like that saying, never heard of it until now. I'm the same to an extent because my dream focuses solely on technology and my personality. Bad tech, bad quality stream.

I didn't get the place I looked at and unfortunately everyone wants a UK Homeowner Guarantor. I've asked everyone I know and I'm down to my last hope. I'm still actively looking and applying for places that don't mention a guarantor.

 

[Survivor3]

I like that saying, never heard of it until now. I'm the same to an extent because my dream focuses solely on technology and my personality. Bad tech, bad quality stream.

I didn't get the place I looked at and unfortunately everyone wants a UK Homeowner Guarantor. I've asked everyone I know and I'm down to my last hope. I'm still actively looking and applying for places that don't mention a guarantor.

Yeah it does help having good gear but if you choose some good bargains and have talent and passion it'll work! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you on the accommodation front. Something will come up.

 

[Survivor3]

I just checked amazon and "gear4music" and they both sell podcast equipment.

 

[CazzTheGeek]

Well

I just checked amazon and "gear4music" and they both sell podcast equipment.

I'm good for a mic, my friends have a monitor for me and I'm using my exs old gaming laptop, the laptop is what worries me. I still need a mouse and pad, headphones, a desk and chair but I can wait for the desk and chair.

Once I move and have everything I need, I'll start saving for a decent gaming PC.

 

[Survivor3]

Well

I'm good for a mic, my friends have a monitor for me and I'm using my exs old gaming laptop, the laptop is what worries me. I still need a mouse and pad, headphones, a desk and chair but I can wait for the desk and chair.

Once I move and have everything I need, I'll start saving for a decent gaming PC.

That's great Cazz, you have a plan good things come to those that wait.

 

[CazzTheGeek]

That's great Cazz, you have a plan good things come to those that wait.

Here's hoping, I been waiting a long time.
I should be hearing back from the potential guarantor tonight or tomorrow. I'll take any positivity energy you got spare, if it's a yes, renting just became a lot easier.

 

[Survivor3]

Here's hoping, I been waiting a long time.
I should be hearing back from the potential guarantor tonight or tomorrow. I'll take any positivity energy you got spare, if it's a yes, renting just became a lot easier.

Here's sending all my positivity to you!!! And I'll put you in my meditation Cazz!!!

 

[CazzTheGeek]

Here's sending all my positivity to you!!! And I'll put you in my meditation Cazz!!!

Thank you, I really appreciate that.

 

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[CazzTheGeek]

Hey everyone, hope you're all good?
I have some great news, I'm getting a small studio! It's not huge, think tiny apartment but I can work with the limited space. I'll be moving within a few weeks. I'll be able to start healing properly in my own home.