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    Political Venting

    I try to stay out of politics. I hold them all in very low regard. The basic rule is that sh!t flows downhill. No matter which party is in control they work at centralizing more power to the detriment of the individual. It is the little guy who always holds the bag when it comes to...
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    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    I purchased a Mercedes Sprinter van. I am planning on installing a minimalist interior. I am planning on going nomad next summer to get out of the worst of the heat. I have slushy installed a motorcycle hitch carrier. I am keeping one of my bicycles in it. I will install a platform bed and...
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    Who was your hero today?

    As always, my dog.
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    I miss…

    My brain.
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    How have you treated yourself recently? As in, something you did just for yourself.

    I have always felt unworthy on an unconscious level. 15 months ago I splurged on a new dirt bike, a really good one. I ride it in the desert almost everyday. When I ride everything else gets tuned out. It is a great stress reliever. I recently had new floors put in the house and I am buying...
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    a new memory (maybe)

    Wow. I understand struggle. I started running away when I was 9 to escape the violence. When I went to law school I had no money. I lived on a small sailboat for years. I could not stand up in it. I had no car so I bicycled everywhere. I spent many hours reading law in cafes just for a...
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    Changed my surname and kept it a secret

    I salute you. I have considered changing my name too. I have blocked all my family except for my brother. I don’t want to be associated with any of them. Maybe it is a wishful thinking that it would make any difference. I have a strong desire to live a no tracer life.There is so much pain...
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    Temper issues

    I have been really losing it lately. This has been going on a few months which seems to coincide with a few things. One, my therapist started talking about narcissistic abuse. I didn’t know anything about it so I started reading. This caused me a lot of emotional discomfort. I thought all my...
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    Photography Club

    Arizona?
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    Donation System

    Oh, I will test it out.
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Ummm, a gummy.
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    I cheated. My trainer has me doing a cleanse so my diet is really restricted. Tonight I rebelled and had a flour tortilla with chicken, cheese and green chili. It was good.
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    What animals did you see today?

    So far, just my little dog Lulu and at weirdo in the mirror.
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    Am I the only one who was gaslighted?

    I find that doing the hard stuff like engaging with others is the only way I will improve. I just force myself to do it and it gets easier. If I just isolate at home nothing changes, I just isolate at home.
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    Our Pets

    I love little dogs, so much more together than people.
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    The Black Hole of Christmas

    The thing about Christmas for many of us is that it reminds us of the family we never had.
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    The Black Hole of Christmas

    I have long had difficulties through the holidays. I really looking forward to them being done. I have been no contact with all my family since early April with the exception of my brother. I was planning on going to California and hanging out with the gal I have been seeing but with the...
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    Am I the only one who was gaslighted?

    Sorry for the slow response I had some medical issues this week. The ramifications for me have been beyond belief. I was married for 28 years. During that time I lost all sense of self. I could not tell what was real. I thought I was losing my mind. I believed all my perceptions were...
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    Photography Club

    John O Groats to Lands End, the classic bicycle touring route.
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