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  1. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I hope Canada f*cking invades this dumbass country
  2. littleoc

    Section 8 probably fallen through

    My mom's house is very uncomfortable to be in and I don't want to live with my brother. Was really hoping section 8 would come through so I could at least clean it out easier. I just want something to work
  3. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Feels like saying "trying not to react to my life and instead be like everyone else"
  4. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    It's hard to be chill when you live somewhere where you're constantly uncomfortable
  5. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I miss Nestle and my mom
  6. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I love the cats. And my bird. And my snake and my lizard.
  7. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Just been chilling in the Kroger parking lot for an hour lol -- got me a frozen pizza I can heat up in the oven while I do cat litter. I've gained two more cats, so I try to do litter daily, but I took a short break during the new year celebrations. Trying to not spiral. Just trying to be...
  8. littleoc

    Section 8 probably fallen through

    Thank you :( I'm calmer about it now. A little relieved I'll be able to stay with all my cats and not have to deal with logistics for a while. It's hard but it's fine
  9. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Maybe. They have today. The voucher expires on Sunday for some reason, though. Maybe if the landlord turns in their portion this weekend, it will be enough? I'm so stressed about things I can't get out of bed because I have to face what my life is now. I hate my life and I hate being...
  10. littleoc

    Anxiety and anger at my Mum's vocal sounds

    I was having these issues while living with my mother. I'm not sure I'll be much help to you, though, because I eventually tried putting up boundaries and now I regret it deeply. My mother died suddenly and it's been hell having to deal with the fact that it turns out she wasn't trying to hurt...
  11. littleoc

    Section 8 probably fallen through

    It's in okay shape, I guess. Antique carpets need replacing. Has a tiny kitchen. I'm not sure what I want to do yet, though. There's benefits to staying and to leaving. I don't want to stay here because it doesn't feel like mine. It's still full of stuff. There's a possibility I may inherit...
  12. littleoc

    Section 8 probably fallen through

    I have gone through multiple plans in the last decade+ to try to get housing away from my mom's house. In the process, my mom died, my service dog died and I can't get another, every plan has failed in ways that are outside my control despite working so hard to make them work, and I've lost hope...
  13. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I MIGHT be in the will to inherit my mom's house. She lost her house because of my father using the balloon payment on the mortgage to instead buy drugs/alcohol, and obviously my mom couldn't come up with more money to pay it, so the house was foreclosed. My dad's stepmother, my late grandma...
  14. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I haven't heard from section 8 nor the landlord. My voucher expires on the 4th, so that's. Not great. :( It's frustrating because I was more than ready in January of last year, even began touring homes before they gave me the voucher, but everything went wrong that could go wrong. That, and...
  15. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    In my email to them I said I am desperate for safe housing. And explained how horrible this year has been, but with wording that didn't specifically say that phrase. Very frustrating. What an awful year and decade this has been. I swear to G-d I was luckier as a child. I feel like a useless...
  16. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    This is the best description of the current stressor
  17. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Things are still not going well :(
  18. littleoc

    just posting I guess

    I socialized with my siblings and then went to my best friend's house to hang out and stop being too absorbed in the intense emotional destabilization. It's kind of embarrassing to say that was enough to help. I'm worried about going home alone again after that but hopefully some rest will help...
  19. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Oh, I forgot about that :0 that was really fun, hahaha :)
  20. littleoc

    just posting I guess

    Thank you all
  21. littleoc

    How are you coping with Epstein news? (not a debate thread)

    That's true, you're right. I'm not sure why I said that part
  22. littleoc

    just posting I guess

    I'm okay, sorry for the outburst
  23. littleoc

    just posting I guess

    I apologize for being so dramatic.
  24. littleoc

    How are you coping with Epstein news? (not a debate thread)

    I'm deeply worried the president has seen me being raped, through video. Worried the videos and pictures are more likely to get out. Not to make this about myself. I don't know why I'm worried about this, because in reality it doesn't change anything So I guess I just mean it makes me sad on a...
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