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Today I learned that "Miserere Mei, Deus" was forbidden outside the Sistine Chapel for 100 years before 14 yr old Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart heard it once and recorded it in his mind, and wrote it from memory and even made corrections, sending the glorious tune out to the world to hear. I think...

I'm so overwhelmed right now. Can't focus, or concentrate. I have things I need to get done but my mind is so slow and foggy, i'm deeply sad, tired, and it's making me want to kill myself again. After I post this, I will count it as one accomplishment of the day and move on to the next one. It...

Why is it whenever I heal a little, I get hurt ten fold?

They say hell is in the afterlife, but I see it every night. Last night I couldn't get away from this monster. Everywhere I went, he would find me. When I escaped his traps, blood would fill the streets and the sky and he would be there running after me. If he couldn't catch me, he would...

There are so many things I want to say on here because it is so encouraged, but I am so afraid that if I say them, I will get punished, hurt, rejected, or my abusers will find out, etc. It took me so much courage to post in my new diary. And when I type things, I go over them for like an hour...

Hello there. I was diagnosed with ptsd, adhd, bpd, anorexia, and a learning disability 2 years ago. However I've been suffering for decades. I was raised in a cult and isolated by narcissistic family, so I struggle a bit with confidence to come out of the shell. I have nightmares every night...

A couple years ago I finally went to get some help and ended up getting diagnosed with c-ptsd, bpd, adhd, anorexia, and a learning disability. Does anyone else here have similar diagnosis?