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I’m super tired right now and it’s good to both feel & say that because I am more in my body than ever before. A huge “yay” for that. I’ve finished my first week of IOP, had the desire to leave after the first 5min on the first day, allowed that to pass and surprisingly (?) didn’t have that...

This post will be admittedly a little choppy and cliche. I’m currently feeling like a mix of a wise adult, angry teen boy and a hurt & confused little girl. These feelings are actually not very current as they have been a norm since I came out to myself several months back. The joy is I feel...

So I had a “nice” combo of CPTSD and gender dysphoria last week when I lashed out at my oldest sister, who was a culprit of sorts for my feeling “weird”. She’s a lovely person who just is unable to “get me” and I held anger about that for years. The “last straw” was receiving a birthday card...

Pouring my soul into this as best I can because I’ve been half here/half not for most of my life. CPTSD is one of several diagnoses I have. Major Depression is my primary and I also deal with pretty bad anxiety that my depression tends to eradicate because I go numb easily. I’m sick of not...

Hi All. This will be unedited and a little disjointed. My big T was witnessing someone’s death and not having the capacity to help due to age & disbelief. While I had a supportive community, I was “too stubborn” to receive proper help until college age. In response to this, along with diagnosed...