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Thankyou for such good advice. I cant believe i didnt think of it lol my brain is very messy atm.

No I haven't but I will have a google tonight when the kiddo is in bed. I think why I am finding this hard as its a new symptom and the last new symptom was over 3 years ago.

The drs think the hallucinations are trauma induced, my brain found a way to keep going, for me its mainly bugs and shadows, and auditory ones are conversations just out of earshot. I have never had any psychosis and am not schizophrenic. Thanks for the hugs, :)

Its really hard to find the right words, its like i'm playing out a dream with zero ability to 'wake' myself back into reality, I am 100% awake tho and it hasn't been near bedtime or anything. My daughter was present for the second one and when I asked her about it she said I was talking and...

Thanks for the reply, I will edit my post as I was more interest in if anyone has experienced something similar. if I was to chance psychiatrist it would be like going back to square 1 as I've been with him for years during all the ups and downs.

Its been a long time since I've needed help from this forum but I'm kinda worried and would love yo know if any one has experienced something similar. In the last two weeks I've experienced two episode that I find really hard to explain, Its like I am sleep walking but I'm not as each event has...

Thankyou everyone for ur reply. If anyone saw my post pls know I didn't mean for it sound like it did. I am oka.

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Thankyou very much I hope for the very same.

Yeah ur right, I hadn't even thought of that! This tI'm 10 years ago mt daughter was conceived under great violence. It's amazing I hant thought of that!

So we've had christmas and new years and in between the two I turned 32. But come new years eve, celebrating with mt wonderful family including my siblings, mother and my 10 year old daughter. A truly lovely night but come the minute 2019 ticked over I crumbled into hysterical tears, at first I...

I must put a quick disclaimer that anything my mother says comes from the position that "mental illness is a character flaw" and that she knows nothing of my Bipolar and CPTSD diagnosis. I just need to get this out as there is still 3 days till I see my T and its really bothering me. I was...

Thanks in advance for reading. Four weeks ago I had a much long awaited and wanted stomach surgery but ever since I haven't been able to take my normal medication properly like I should. I have seven tablets to take at night and the size of my stomach is now so small that I can't even get them...

Thank all, sitting here it's Sunday 5:36am and my ride will leave for the yard in 20 minutes. Hard night last night. Went to sleep as per normal hoping to just sleep myself into oblivion but que nightmare, was coping okay but then the guy in the room next door to me obviously had a bad dream...

Thanks so much RussH, JustMeHere, KwanYingirl for replying. Well the day is almost over, the last thing I have left to do is go and eat in the mess hall. I feel terrible for getting so over the top cross and upset with my co worker yesterday, the subject we were disagreeing about is important...

For those who do not know my work situation....I work in a mining camp, 2 weeks on 2 weeks off, so I am currently in the middle of the Australian desert along way from anywhere! It's currently saturday and thank god I fly out Monday arvo as I am a wreck, yesterday it came to a head and I got...

Yeah I know I just have to keep going, I feel like I am on the edge just walking that very fine line the whole time. I pulled out my epi lady last night and did my legs last night to take my mind of it and dam it hurts! My mum knew about the hospitalizations when I was younger but made me say I...

I am having a really tough time time at the moment with visual hallucinations, huge stressors at work, a surgery coming up, and the usual nightmares. But the whole time I am battling with myself not to self harm, I haven't in a year and I don't want to start again now, but I want to cut and cut...

Thanks everyone for you replies, you have just echoed what I feel inside. I know I can just go to my GP and ask for another referral and she will be okay about it but there is a good likelihood that I will be referred to someone in the same clinic as it is the biggest private clinic in my state...

I have recently started seeing a new psychiatrist, I have had 2 visits so far. Each visit has been a hour long and they have been so awkward and it feel like she just doesn't get me. I don't know if it's because english is her second language (she is ukrainian) or I am just I am just wrong in...

Hi there, I just wanted to say I have read your post and wanted to say you are doing a great job holding off the SI, I am here to talk if you need as I in the sam situation. Good luck

Thanks everyone, I had my appointment today and my T was so ontop of my boss and didn't let the conversation run away and not too much information was given away that I felt uncomfortable, we have booked extra sessions as due to all of this I am going to have to take some annual leave as it's...

NovemberStar...in the back of my logical brain I can hear myself agreeing with you. Please understand I am not trying undervalue my health but I live a complicated double life and work has always been my sanctuary and when they seemed to have taken that away from me I did something stupid and I...

Yeah I fly out to location at work at no one can contact me and it's pure bliss I can be true to my self, crazy as that is some days. Just talk therapy at the moment.

Yeah I rang and gave her a heads up and she's okay with it, it's so dam expensive! Thanks they are great ideas