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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    For a few days I was sleeping rough, but I talked to my psychiatrist and he increased the dosage of the nighttime medication. He said it will also help with the anxiety, which is weird because of some of the sources of my anxiety coinciding with the nighttime medication, but it does seem to be...
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    Sexual Assault Rewriting my family tree & looking for support

    That's really true... I can, but I'm a little afraid of opening a Pandora's box, or causing her to relive her own trauma (he's objectively a horrible person to her, like he'll spend 30 minutes just screaming into her ear over the phone and stuff like that) ... she also goes to great lengths to...
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    Links to music videos I really identify with

    First link: Hell Is Round the Corner by Tricky (link redirects to Tricky's official Youtube channel) Brief description of the video: Tricky, the artist, is sitting on a bed and he begins to float around the room. The music is very ... languid, and his deep voice fades in and out of the melody...
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    Links to music videos I really identify with

    Sometimes I love music by itself, but I also love music videos so much. So here is a thread beginning a collection of links to music videos that resonate with me, as well as an exploration of why the videos resonate so deeply with me.
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    Humiliation and trauma

    Absolutely, it was the defining aspect of my trauma actually. Eight hours a day, five days a week, of an adult making all the other children laugh at you because you are different. After three years of that I became really desensitized to humiliation/shaming because I've endured it all.
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    Sexual Assault Rewriting my family tree & looking for support

    I changed my beard style and cut my hair, then called my mom up. She began to cry a lot and later that day I noticed just how strongly I resemble my uncle, who is my mom's older brother. I don't look like my dad at all. I... am at a total loss about how to feel about all of this. Now I...
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    Uh nevermind I didn't see the newest post lol. Ignore my post please
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    Childhood Popular culture becoming triggering

    I'm a millennial born in the late '80's. Now that people my age are starting to get jobs creating movies and books and tv shows and music, I find that a lot of media makes references to the shared nostalgia of the '90's childhood. So, for example, there are more references to Pokemon and The...
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    Sufferer Survivor of childhood stuff

    Hi everyone. It's wild to see a messageboard - it's a blast from the past. In mostly a good way, lol. I signed up for this forum because my cPTSD just constantly gets in the way. Here's a small primer: f*cked up religious school (fundamentalist Christian) complete with the f*cked up teacher...
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