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Ahhh I see. The memories I've been having are now turning into memories of dreams I've had before. And it happens several times a day. Just random dreams will pop into my head. I guess it's trauma related because that's never happened wirh such intensity before.

Thank you. And sending love to you, too :)

I agree. It's extremely toxic, and I was always stressed working there. I guess I was thinking about going back there because it's easy. I don't need to re-interview or look for something else. But the anxiety in my stomach just thinking about it makes me sick.

When the police arrived, they didn't know what to make of the scene. They initially thought it was some kind of crime. He'd accidentally cut himself when high on drugs and passed out unconscious on the floor. There was no suicide note, no indication of suicide at all. I know for a fact that he...

Thanks for that, I appreciate it :)

I was thinking that might be the best way to go, to ease back into it. I'd be returning to my old job, which has a toxic culture. So I think volunteering and/or finding a totally new position might be better.

My abusive husband passed away 8 months ago. I've been diagnosed with PTSD and complicated grief. I have anxiety and insomnia, panic attacks, OCD and depression. I feel immense pressure to go back to work, from my family and from within myself. I'm worried going back to work will cause me more...

My husband was an alcoholic and addict. He had a lot of mental health problems that I couldn't fix for him. The guilt I carry every second of my life for leaving him is so painful, I don't know how to keep going. I should have stayed and he might still be alive. He asked me to stay constantly...

I'm going to therapy regularly and it's helping I think. I was scared of his anger. He never hit me, but he came very close. And I believe it would have escalated as he hit he ex. He was also paranoid and would accuse me of cheating on him with "demons" in our apartment, when he would take...

Thank you. I do feel guilty for leaving him, because 3 weeks after I left, he passed. I'm angry at myself and him. I don't know how to cope with this kind of grief.

I just posted on the intro page but wanted to also see if anyone else has been through what I am going through. My husband passed away 8 months ago, 3 weeks after I finally left him. I'm feeling extremely angry and grief stricken. I'm completely alone in this. And feel like no one understands my...

I've been through some very traumatic experiences recently and have been diagnosed with PTSD. I keep getting these random memories from my childhood pop up out of nowhere, as well as memories of dreams I've had. Is this a form of dissociation? Or something else? I can't find anything online...

I lost my abusive husband 8 months ago. I had left him and 3 weeks later, he was found in our apartment (they said "misadventure", but drugs were found). I moved from Australia to Canada to meet him. We married 2 weeks after I arrived. Crazy, whirlwind of a time. Three months into our marriage...