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True we do. I don't really have anyone who listens. Really I'm lucky and feel a bit bad forcomplaining. I do have a family which keeps me busy and cheers me up. Many people have it worse, so I should not complain. I have just had a couple of bad days cause outside my house unless it's one on one...

Oh JadedG. I'm sorry you are finding it hard to write. Wish you the best! Hope you are ok. Radise. Itotally get where you are coming from especially with the being consumed by your trauma. I have tried really hard the past years not to go there myself which unfortunately makes me a bit "on the...

Jaded ghost, I'm so sorry you lost your pet:-( I too struggle with communication. But I find writing an easier way to communicate, which is why I send genrrally a lot of text messages and e mails, which I have noticed people do not like and it often leads to misunderstandings, unfortunately...

I'm sorry to hear that Alic3 :-( But also it is comforting to hear there are other people who know what I'm talking about. Cause me too I try to be polite and diplomatic helpful etc... But still I'm just the odd one out. I am sorry to whine about this again. And I want to thank the people...

HI! I have some good news, I passed all my exams.After this semester of highs and lows. I'm happy, but still find people too tricky to deal with. It makes me sad. I know I'm not liked, and wish I was. Convetsations fall short, I run out of stuff to say or people just don't respond very well to...

Oh sorry..again "Promiscarus". I have been in a mode of instability for a while now. That is why. But thanks for clarifying :-) Just ignore me I didn't mean to highjack the thread. Having PTSD in a relationship is always a challenge.

Sorry :-( I should not have said anything at all. I didn't mean to badmouth anyone :-( sorry.

:( Hope you find a solution to this. I say the wrong things a lot.

Personally I used to talk a lot, in bouts of mindless anger. I kind of wish I never had these talks exhausted me and took a lot of my time, when I was in that mode I would not care about what came out or who I was talking to or how they might feel about it. I didn't really learn till years later...

Hmm, I wonder what the reason for this sinus/gland problem with seroquel comes from ... One thing taking seroquel has taken away from me is parts of my imagination and my comforting fantasies, which I actually miss sometimes :-/

Good article this as well, it is not always so easy to find these articles yourself, I have now read or skimmed through all the articles under articles but not all articles are under articles. Freeze type sounds familiar to me I have used that type of response since childhood and I don't see...

Seroquel has really been good for me until now. I have swelling of sinuses too and a little wheezing sometimes, but I am at least here in my own body and mind. But I notice if I drink any alcohol the next few days I feel just not right. It's uncomfortable. But I have only missed one pill in two...

Nevertheless I hurt people and said things i can't take back now, it sucks :-/ I have confused myself I think.

eav I just want to give you a hug. A digital((hug from a stranger)) I don't know what to say. I know how you feel. Though I don't know how I can be sure it isn't me. For my part I think to get out of this rotten feeling, I have to have some fun with my family and forget it. My mother lives...

Thanks, I edited this part away because it's nothing I want to think about or discuss further, the further away the past is the better. If it isn't on my mind it can not hurt me.It is in a contained box ;-)

That really does sound like me macca, thank you for that explanation. . I Freeze every time when I'm put on the spot, it doesn't take much. And then I have these stupid reactions.. Thanks for being a friend.

I'll read them tank you :-) I hope my downward spiral soon ends. :-( It was all going so well. :-( And there now I even feel guilty for wishing that out loud cause it's all about me again. Uh, I need to stop spiraling down, like now.

I worry that I could be a narcissist. Though I was diagnosed with PTSD. I believe my mother and her hubby are narcissists. Sometimes I do the same thing as my mother does which is to start talking about myself when others say things about themselves, I try not to and notice when I do this it...

My cycle effects me very much, before my period starts i always without fail am at my worsed. That is when I cry and have tantrums about stuff the most. :-(

Hugs ?

I deserve to be able to concentrate, I have been trying for two hours now still struggling to focus :-( I also deserve to be given a break.

When I cry I can't stop my self I'll cry any place any time whether appropriate or not, so if people have a problem with that then their problem! I can't help it.

I have loads, if people open up.

It has happened to me quite recently that people have talked to me about suffering from depression and anxiety and then I tell them I suffer from the same due to my PTSD and all of a sudden it's: OH everyone has their issues to deal with. And full stop.

Hi . Sorry I feel guilty on this forum cause I have not really done anything but complain about my own issues. I know there are a lot of people hurting and with their problems, and here I am going on about myself, I guess I just feel a lot of time pressure at the moment which a reason for why...