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  1. macbeth

    Talking to police again

    I live in Australia. Im not so much worried about seeing him at court. Im more concerned with him turning up on my door step which happened last time he was charged. I have a life long order against him but he ignores them. I just hope he doesn't.
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    Talking to police again

    I have a support worker who could go with me but I don't want anyone with me. I'm an intensely private person. All the fear I felt when I first left him has all come back. I have PTSD from an abusive marriage. I'm struggling with potentially seeing him again etc.
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    Talking to police again

    It's been 14 years since I last spoke to police about my ex and back then it was in regards to my then 4 year old being molested by him. We went through with the interview but there wasn't enough to charge him. We put it behind us as best we could and got on with it. Fast forward and out of the...
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    E C T - (Electroconvulsive Therapy)

    Can't. It's only available to private patients where I live. I don't have the money
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    E C T - (Electroconvulsive Therapy)

    Unfortunately tms isn't available to me as a public patient.
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    E C T - (Electroconvulsive Therapy)

    One of my major symptoms is severe depression and recently it was suggested to me that ect might be an option as I've gone through all the meds. I would love to here of your experience with it in the context of PTSD. Has it helped with any of the symptoms of PTSD?
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    Hospital Stay & Med Change - How do others cope when they've go next to no one to lean on?

    My local mental health team decided it was time for a hospital stay and a medication change while I'm here. The last 3 months my mental state declined rapidly. I was admitted on the 2nd and still have at least another week to go. For those with limited family or friends how did you cope with the...
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    Difference between panic and being triggered

    Yup. You've hit the nail on the head. Do you have any suggestions? I have no way to calm my body down once its triggered. Only time seems to work and depending on what the trigger was it can take hours to months to calm the system down to a functional level again
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    Difference between panic and being triggered

    I like the sound of controlling my pulse. It takes the focus off my breathing which trips me up. This new psych has met me once and decided how to treat me without understanding me. More than frustrated. I feel at least with panic/ anxiety i have a bit of warning. It really can throw me...
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    Difference between panic and being triggered

    The new psych doesn't want me to use prn s and wants me to cbt/ breathe through my way to calming myself along with taking me off seroquel as I shouldn't be on it for PTSD. I'm struggling to find appropriate help and I'I'ma mess.
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    Difference between panic and being triggered

    Grounding can work sometimes though
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    Difference between panic and being triggered

    My biggest problem with the controlled breathing technique is that I find trying to control my breath triggering in itself (strangulation). Even in a resting state if I turn my attention to my breathing it can and does backfire spectacularly
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    Difference between panic and being triggered

    I'm no stranger to anxiety. It's been with me since childhood so I 've had my share of feeling anxiety coming, having panic attacks and knowing what I may need to prepare for etc. Being triggered to me is a whole lot different. It can come out of left field. A sound or noise or smell can trip...
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    Anxiety Medications

    I think that might be my only option
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    Anxiety Medications

    I'm on a pension so can't afford to go private. I feel like I'm stuck with psychiatrists who meet me once and tell me these meds are what I'm giving you and you need to do a b and c. They don't ask because I've already tried all that over years.
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    Anxiety Medications

    I don't really care what kind just not seroquel as it doesn't help but occasionally I need some extra help to calm down. This psychiatrist doesn't believe anyone needs prn s for panic.
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    Anxiety Medications

    The problem is I can't even get to see a psychiatrist except for the community health one who's seen me once. He doesn't k ow me at all. He just came on board to talk about meds. I 've been prescribed prn s before but this psych doesn't want me to have anything no matter how bad it gets I'm...
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    Anxiety Medications

    Can I ask, how do you even ask for prn s without coming across as an addict? I'm asking because my new psych has decided I to take me off seroquel as it's not that affective for me but I was given a small dose to use as a prn? When I asked about a different prn to use he said the treatment for...
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    Cant stop crying.

    I have been crying for 10 hrs straight and I don't even know why any more. Some days I'm so distraught I'm hysterical and can't calm down. Does anyone else feel sorrow deep down inside where you can feel your brokenness and it physically hurts
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    Ambivalent suicidal thinking

    Yes that's me.
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    Having trouble getting meds.

    I'm in Australia I've been in constant therapy with either a psychologist or therapist every 2 weeks for 13 years the same gp for 10. It's only in extreme circumstances that I need a benzo or I've also had zopiclone in the past. Most of my trauma/abuse happened at night I panic when the sun goes...
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    Having trouble getting meds.

    I've needed a review of meds for a while but it seems no one wants to change them even though they don't work well. Everyone's different and no 200mg of seroquel is not very sedating for me. (Depending on the night it can have the opposite effect and I become agitated) to be clear I have only...
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    Having trouble getting meds.

    I'm a public patient so I only got to be reviewed by the psych when I was in crisis. I'm supposed to have psychologist for therapy and gp for meds with psychiatric making recomedations. Public system sucks
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    Having trouble getting meds.

    When I saw the psych last he suggested that I add valium to night time when I need it. He didn't write the prescription he left that up to my gp. That worked until I moved and can no longer see that gp I have to find a new one. The problem I'm having now is that when I visit a new dr they're not...
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    Didnt care if i died

    This is not the first time I have had to leave because of abuse. I'm exhausted from the fight. fighting my demons helping my children fight theirs. I'm too tired to form a sentence half the time.
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