• We are a multilingual website again. Read the notice about this.
  • Understand AI use at MyPTSD: all AI use is explained in our AI help page. AI use is by choice here. It exists if you want it, but does nothing unless you choose to use it.

Search results

  1. T

    Which Of My Meds Are Most Likely To Be The Cause Of My Weight Gain?

    I've gained a total of six pounds since taking: Sertraline - 150 mg Clonozepam - 0.5 mg Saphris - 10 mg I'm thinking it's the Saphris, since taking it at night makes me really hungry and makes me want to eat.
  2. T

    You Know, I Was About To Make A Topic Asking If Normal People Remembered Every Moment Of Their Lives

    Thinking over it, and watching videos of people with the disorder, I'm confident in saying that I don't have hyperthymesia. Like you said, @Fadeaway, it would probably be hell for someone with the disorder to have PTSD.
  3. T

    You Know, I Was About To Make A Topic Asking If Normal People Remembered Every Moment Of Their Lives

    Then I did a Google-search, and not only did it erase my worries about not being able to remember every second of my life, but it educated me about a type of person. The Google search brought up a Wikipedia article about people who possess a sort of autobiographical memory, like a photographic...
  4. T

    Is It Normal For Non-ptsd Victims To Keep A Journal?

    I've been self-conscious about keeping one because if I do keep one, it would be a sign that I would still need a journal to recover, that I'm reliant on it for help. Do people without PTSD keep journals/diaries, and is it considered normal? I'm not worried about it being discovered, but I am...
  5. T

    Anyone Live In Hawaii?

    Sorry, I'm no expert on Hawaii's various hotels.
  6. T

    Is It Healthy To Not Forgive Your Offenders Or Keep Grudges?

    Not just for PTSD victims, but in general, I mean.
  7. T

    Can Anyone Tell Me If My Thinking Is Dangerous?

    Not really. It just makes the memory end and make me realise it's only a memory. It might come back later, though. In any case, I'll try something else, or something...
  8. T

    Can Anyone Tell Me If My Thinking Is Dangerous?

    At least once every day, I enter these states wherein everything I see and experience reminds me of the past. Eventually, I feel myself reliving my traumatic incidents, over and over in my head. My counselor once suggested that I try to relive these experiences differently, akin to what I would...
  9. T

    I'm Reading Harry Potter And I Can't Help Associate Some Of The Magic With My Own Life.

    Okay, I've finished the series, and I have something to say: I can't help but relate many of my PTSD symptoms to the stuff in the books. Like in the books, Harry has this mental connection with Voldemort, and when this connection is activated, the former can see into Voldemort's mind. It shows...
  10. T

    Is Weight Gain Normal For Someone Taking These Meds?

    Sertraline - 150 mg (once in the morning) Clonozepam - 0.5 mg (3x a day) Saphris - 10 mg (at bedtime)
  11. T

    I'm An Introvert And I'm Having A Hard Time Convincing I Need Other People In My Life.

    I have a therapist I can talk to every other week, but when I get into an episode on other days, I usually try to handle it by myself without other people's help. I keep trying to convince myself I don't need other people in my life to talk to, so I can prove I'm stronger than the illness I'm...
  12. T

    It's Generally A Bad Idea To Masturbate If You Have Ptsd, Right?

    On days that I do do it, I find that I relive more of my traumas than I would have had I not done it. If it's bad, how should I stop?
  13. T

    I Just Burned A Hate Letter To The Bullies At My High School And I Feel So Much Better.

    I go to college now, and I found that I just wanted to say the things I wanted to say to them, but couldn't. My memories and feelings were heavily repressed then, so getting them out just makes it so much better. Just wanted to share with you all.
  14. T

    Sometimes, When I'm Reading, I'm Finding It Hard To Keep Concentration.

    Like, the flashbacks constantly bombard me with unpleasant feelings when I'm trying so hard to concentrate on reading a chapter of my textbook. So I feel like I have to read it again because I couldn't keep my concentration, and that stunts my progress. It's really hard for me; sometimes I feel...
  15. T

    Other I found out from my psychiatrist that i also have schizophrenia.

    I know symptoms related to schizophrenia can appear when someone has PTSD, but I've been aware of these voices for six years. My PTSD started around two years ago, though, so I'm certain that it didn't cause me to have schizophrenic symptoms. But I do think the PTSD worsens it.
  16. T

    I'm Taking Subjects I Took Previously In High School.

    Biology, Algebra, and History are the subjects that irk me the most. Because when I relearn things in my college classes, it brings back memories of learning those same things in their high school equivalents. And when I think of that, I remember my experiences at high school and how unpleasant...
  17. T

    Sometimes I Feel Like I Have Manic Depression When I Take My Meds.

    Three times a day. @anthony Most of the meds I take warn against dizziness, which is the case with my Sertraline. It also tells me to call a doctor if I experience any mood changes: sadness, depression, or fear. I experience the latter two of these daily (depression and fear). Should I alert...
  18. T

    On The Days I Step Onto The Scale And See Increases In Weight, I Get Anxious And Self-conscious.

    I sort of do. I'm 137 right now but I want to drop to at least 131.
  19. T

    On The Days I Step Onto The Scale And See Increases In Weight, I Get Anxious And Self-conscious.

    People always teased me about my weight in high school. One of the most uncomfortable parts of their teasing is poking my 220 lb stomach. Whenever I would slap their hand to make them stop it, they would immediately withdraw it so their hands wouldn't get hit. They'd grin in triumph, and I...
  20. T

    Sometimes I Feel Like I Have Manic Depression When I Take My Meds.

    I'm on Sertraline, Clonozepam, and Saphris. It's usually like an hour before I have to take my Clonozepam, that I get really depressed. I usually just lay in bed until the memories stop coming. Then, like an hour after taking it, it feels like I can do anything. My doctor told me that Clonozepam...
  21. T

    I Had A Dream Last Night After Watching Frozen. *spoilers*

    I remember that someone was sealing up my memory, telling someone that if I ever recalled it, very bad things would happen. And then I consented to having this memory sealed up, and I continued on with life with an ache in the back of my head. I was so afraid that I would remember the memory...
  22. T

    Tonight, I Realized The Identity Of The Voice That's Been Haunting Me For The Last Year.

    It was my cousin, Albert. He was always mean to me, and he kept calling me fake whenever I tried to act nice; he tried to show that I wasn't a nice guy by always provoking me until I lost my temper. But the one thing I realize from this is that him calling me fake transcended into a mentality...
  23. T

    I Don't Know How To Describe It, But Sometimes I Have 'mini-seizures.'

    @FridayJones I'm very, very sorry that you had to go through all of that.
  24. T

    I Don't Know How To Describe It, But Sometimes I Have 'mini-seizures.'

    Like when I'm re-experiencing an event, I feel like part of my brain is pulsating. And it's like only a part of my brain that's pulsating, not all of it. I've been having these for a while, and I'm curious as to what this could mean. I haven't told anyone, because I didn't think anyone would be...
Back
Top Bottom