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1. Wondering what is it with this thread to make me always feel i want to post here . 2. Had a great scout camp this weekend all my preparations was good felt nice seeing 51 kids so happy.. 3. Why do i feel suicidal after a nice time like that. 4. Just wish I was not here anymore 5. Never...

Thinking of everybody and the struggles they face .. ((( huggs))) :hug:

1. Thinking of my kids:cry: 2.feeling So sad about them. All the bad I allowed :sorry: 3. Do I ever have to get up again:mask: 4. Is it better to be a dead mother .or better to be one that's their but not there .. " die ligte is aan maar niemand is tuis nie!!!!" Lights are on but nobody is...

1. This is a big question bothering me as well? 2. Wish my house can stay clean over weekends 3. Why do I need to tangle along to parents in law.. for a family dinner.. 4. My cousin and only person i trusted posted my secrets on Facebook. On an open discussion. 5. There is no way I will...

1. Wonder how I could help @Cashew with his baby steps with the the other thing ? 2. So nice to see the sun shine again ( in my heart) Fear it would get so far again? 3. Thinking of @jaccat and her loss making me sad thinking of my daughter and the loss of her dog when a pofadder bit it.. 4...

1. Having a mind fight to not go to my room today 2. Panicking my computer is of .. Cos of the electricity that blow up last night 3. My thouts keep going back to the dream and I'm struggling to go else where (in my thoughts) 4. Have to look happy and like nothings wrong hubby is home.. 5...

Hey @Cashew Happy International Women's Day.. Thank you for all your support you are a remarkable woman !!

Happy International Women's day @Ms Spock Wow you are one heck of a lady!!! In my country there is an advertisement of a Bunny playing drums .. All the Bunny's wit normal battery's fall out very quickly. But you definitely have Eveready batteries in.... you just keep going!! :roflmao:

Happy International Women's day @ladee I love your stile!:tup: :hug:

Happy International Women's day @Aarow Thank you for the kindness you showed me!! The love you sent me And the patients for keeping contact with me..:hug:

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Pencil sorry if I have said anyting to offend you or make you worry .. These are my fears and triggers So its got noting to do with PTSD if you haven't been on the burgerband when your best friends dad were killed in front of his eyes and you listen for 4 hours how they called for help before...

I have made contact with my aunt and they say things are the same they will go on till the Mayor of the town with her people leave they say they are currupted .. So I guess its okey I dunno why they burn of bread trucks and cow feed ...its food supply. Its crazy .. We are save aarow thank...

Saying this for the first time in my life but its so real and fighitlg it all day !! I have been struggling for years not to be addictive ...so far so good .. I just crave to have some mint alcohol anatying will do. .. Urghhh somedays I walk pass a shop selling alcohol and I have to just...

((((:hug: ))). Jnean I dunno what to say to you because I can not relate to that .. But I can offer you a warm hug .. If okey with you?..you are doing great by doing the grounding and stuff ..:tup: Hope you feel better soon!!

Shittt !!!! To young for self defence classes my daughter was 10 I took her for mma they all did it 2 years them my boys did krav-maga knif fighting and I am sad i haven't done any.. My advise is Google this two things and study the clips get that girl and other friends that was targeted at...

Congratulations on your 7 year celebration!!:) This is amazing thank you for sharing it means so mush for me ( being here +/- 4 months ) Give me hope to be me again. And better!! (((:hug:))) Good luck for the road ahead!!

Yes I understand what you are saying I do.. But this kid was different .. And I do not want to think about that now. :cry: So I just want to thank you all for helping and praying .. :hug: I really learned a lot stuff that always will be with me .. One thing i have learned along the way is...

I will befenetly !! Thank you all of you have helped so mush .. Its scary !!! We are all been played they all sit around the same table .. Doesn't matter what they say in the media.. Eye blind. . !! :nailbiting: Doing something in the open but what's going on underneath ??

Thank you void .. sovar the farms have been left alone they target universities .. And they target towns with no water being aggressive about getting water at this moment ..

Hahaha yeah the book you will have to help me with :roflmao: That book is going to be awesome :D

Aammm yes this is complicated if we kill anabody we are going to jail its really difficult to protect your own life these days wish you could understand the radio rosestad stuff the students were attacked and bricks was trough at them .. They were told to be calm and don't loose there temper...

Wire cutters is a great idea for a lot of reasons. If building a chelter. Wish I could tell you all our ideas and stuff we prepared the past 13 years.:tup:

Yeah true maybe take 3 horses 3 bikes then we can help each other ? This feels like a joke can't believe its happening..

Thank you digger. Means a lot to me.. The situation in towns did not change but news about it is very quiet.. The media just do not cover anything .. They are afraid or just ordered to stay away??!!!