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I am posting this here because this episode has specifically to do with something going on right now. And its f*cking just stupid. Nothing about this should be bothering me. I knew from the getgo that it was not going to amount to anything. Nothing could come of it. Different countries, age...

I am not sure how that would be awkward? Having a T who already knows about things would make it easier to transition, wouldn't it? Then you may not have to go through so much of that initial "Get to know me" phase. Unless there are things that you wish to discuss with the new T that the old T...

I have a similar problem Stephers. @Still Standing I can tell you that I am on vacation next week and it will be the same thing. I will be the one overseeing the children, picking up empty water bottles, getting people food, snax, lotions, wtv. Or in the Condo cleaning, cooking, laundry. I give...

I made a youtube list called Monster Hits. It is more about songs that resonate the real/perceived demons I see to have inside than actual "Monster Hits". It is both trigger and healing. Doubt that makes much sense, but it does to me so I guess that is all that counts.

Am I okay to write about strong sexual content in like a diary post? I don't want to like write a pornographic novel, but some of what I need to get off my chest is very much centered around this topic and not in an abuse kind of way.

Part of my drive to figure out all of this is that my seemingly unending patience is swiftly waning. I have a 2 year old and another one on the way in December and for the love of Pete, I cannot bear to be....I just cannot and will not. So, I am digging deep, and doing what I have done all my...

Thank you all for being kind and patient in the face of my rather salty post. In the end, I tried to be somewhat amusing. The fact is, I know that I need help in that I need to be able to freely express what is kept bottled up tightly inside. I have not had support throughout my 42 years on this...

Part of me is already hating this. Hating that all the baggage has become too much to bear because I should be stronger. Need to be stronger, should not need a crutch to support what has been mine to bear. Making excuses, what I have experienced is but a mere drop in the bucket and I should be...