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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    Fr. Febr 19th 2021, Does anyone else get these anger issues? I am totally changing in behavior. It's quite scary
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    I will cut ties when i'm psychologically more stable
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    14th of february What an irony. The day when love should be in the air. But there is not love in my heart for everyone. I can't deal with my parents anymore. I want to finally cut ties. Not that easy when one's financial dependent. I have to. I get sad, thinking about not having someone to walk...
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    Dez., 31st 2020 The Last day of 2020! This isn't supposed to be a review on the year or whatever. But i'd like to say that it had good sides, very good sides actually. I've been in a relationship with a wonderful human being since the beginning or the year. Then there was the corona virus all...
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    Thank you. That's very kind.
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    Ja, stimmt.
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    Dez. 28th 2020, I am still at my parents house. The mood swings are stressful and i feel dependent on what mood they're in. I will watch 'tangled' soon, the mother reminds me of my own and it gives me a feeling of understanding what's going on quite the contrary to not trusting my own feelings...
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    Support thread for people with slim body issues (because that's a thing!)

    Yes, that's so true. I am so used to getting questions like that, or comments on my lifestyle and eating habits mostly by my own family. It is not just really annoying but hurting my feelings offen. Nobody should say that someone looks disgustingly slim (my former classmates)
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    Dezember 27th, 2020 I am held prisoner by my own parents. I am okay. But i don't want to be here. Those looks they gave me when i wanted to leave, the silent accusations and loud disappointment. I can't leave. I am emotionally trapped
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    Triggered by yelling and conflict...

    Hey, how are you now? I hope you are feeling better. I know the triggers very well
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    To German people: don't go to the clinic in Lüneburg, Germany

    Yes i was there a few years ago. i am "happily" living with my partner Thank you for the interest in my life
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    To German people: don't go to the clinic in Lüneburg, Germany

    Thank you. I am still in a process of recovering from a traumatic childhood No, I went there because of problematic parents and an escalating situation on my own and my therapists recommendation
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    Dez. 15th, 2020

    It's been half a year since my first post here regarding whether my thing happened or not. It's been about 14 years since the happy childhood turned into a nightmare of years and years of struggle. I keep dreaming about meeting the guy again who, i hope is not true, did things to me I didn't...
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    General How is everybody doing?

    I'm doing horrible, feeling like a zombie. Doctors say my great-uncle is going to die before cristmas and it is horrible to wait. I'm enjoying the advent calendar though.
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    Relationship Recently started dating girl with PTSD and Chronic Depression and I feel lost in what to do

    You're such a google friend, she must be happy to have you around. Didn't interpret too much into it. I know the phases of needing space very good. Don't rush her
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    Alcohol, weed and PTSD - a report from a horror evening

    Hey you all, thank you for all oft the Kind and helpful responses. She does not have a drinking problem, i think some of you misunderstood. She just had this one bad night. It didn't happen again and i'm glad it didn't. Thank you for the support, yes it was hard to handle and something bothering...
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    Alcohol, weed and PTSD - a report from a horror evening

    So, I got a friend, let's call her Anne. She has had a drinking problem before, but not as bad as other people with ptsd do. She hasn't had any physical addiction symptoms. So we went to a party, we both suffer from some sort of ptsd, she is officially diagnosed, I am halfway through the...
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    Support thread for people with slim body issues (because that's a thing!)

    Hi, So I have been looking for a thread with that topic but all I see, everywhere in society is 'loosing weight issues' I have had people looking at me with kind of disgusted faces saying 'OMG you're so slim haven't you eaten enough??' and would consider myself 'normal' (definition body mass...
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    Write a happy story in 3 words

    Rain sounds beautiful
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    How long have you been struggling / diagnosed with PTSD and what help have you gotten?

    8 years since the first event, two or three since the second. No psychological help yet due to a lack of therapists. It's taken a while for a diagnosis. Since 9th class I'd say... I've been in mental hospital once, taken therapy but only for symptoms.... I hate it.
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    What helps you sleep?

    Music mostly. Calming music, Audio books, just anything with noise. I can't sleep in silence it drives me crazy
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    Childhood How would one define this? Sexual abuse? Neglect? Nothing?

    I am not a professional to judge on people's traumas but I do know that events in people's life can be experienced very differently. A person can have nightmares about something where others think of as a 'slightly bad experience'. So it's not clear what is was to you. I wouldn't see that as...
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    Physical contact & panic & relationship?

    Thank you. That was really kind. I feel better when I get such understanding and kind responses. Yeah I have talked to my boyfriend but he doesn't seem to understand as much as I thought he had. He is still hugging me and coming really close when I tell him that I'm feeling bad because of a...
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