mumstheword
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I had a great night with my beautiful friends. All of which have been struggling lately, to greater and lesser degrees. We are learning to be authentic, vulnerable, honest and FUN together, so all in all, very soul-making.
Unfortunately Macy Gray missed her plane so the music part didn't happen but we walked on the beach and got our feet wet in the ocean.
I had a major realization too, earlier that evening, when I missed my bus and had to hitchhike to meet up with them. It's complex and profound so I'll need to go into it when I've gathered myself and right now, i need to sleep. But it was a major breakthrough and certainly, quite facilitated by stuff I've been reading on this site.
Thank you!
i had fun!
I'm sorry I didn't even acknowledge what you had shared with me about your daughter, before. That sounds incredibly heart-wrenching and impossibly painful, but also very soul-making. Our children have the deepest effect on us, certainly in my own experience. To lose a child though wooooh, man that's tough!
I have a disabled son and that has been one of life's biggest challenges and stresses. I nearly lost him as a baby but he has hung in there and although he has need of constant care and has cognitive impairment, he is living a pretty good fulfilling life.
I've lost relationship with my children and that was incredibly painful enough, i can't imagine the pain of out living a child and to lose them as a child . But I can imagine it would be excruciating.
My miscarriages were certainly very emotionally painful and physically depleting, but in some ways I am relieved, because I'm not sure our situation is the best for a child right now. We are both struggling and impaired in many ways but there is still much love and hope for better days.
Unfortunately Macy Gray missed her plane so the music part didn't happen but we walked on the beach and got our feet wet in the ocean.
I had a major realization too, earlier that evening, when I missed my bus and had to hitchhike to meet up with them. It's complex and profound so I'll need to go into it when I've gathered myself and right now, i need to sleep. But it was a major breakthrough and certainly, quite facilitated by stuff I've been reading on this site.
Thank you!
i had fun!
I'm sorry I didn't even acknowledge what you had shared with me about your daughter, before. That sounds incredibly heart-wrenching and impossibly painful, but also very soul-making. Our children have the deepest effect on us, certainly in my own experience. To lose a child though wooooh, man that's tough!
I have a disabled son and that has been one of life's biggest challenges and stresses. I nearly lost him as a baby but he has hung in there and although he has need of constant care and has cognitive impairment, he is living a pretty good fulfilling life.
I've lost relationship with my children and that was incredibly painful enough, i can't imagine the pain of out living a child and to lose them as a child . But I can imagine it would be excruciating.
My miscarriages were certainly very emotionally painful and physically depleting, but in some ways I am relieved, because I'm not sure our situation is the best for a child right now. We are both struggling and impaired in many ways but there is still much love and hope for better days.