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@joeylittle About the protocols here in Spain - haven't felt there are any :-(
A month ago I found a psychiatrist/gestalt therapist that I like (though I know he's not that experienced - he gets support from a more experienced doctor regarding the meds) and they recommended Lamictal due to my low responses to SSRI and Mirtazapine. He told me that people who haven't been helped from A/Ds often got relief from this drug. He might have seen some Bipolar features in me too (though he recommended Lamictal after only one visit when he didn't really know me at all). I actually feel I can be a little ADHD alike -pushing things, talking fast, changing ideas often etc.
Regarding SNRI nobody have actually mentioned them at all (maybe the first psychiatrist I saw from the Spanish social security system did, don't remember now) and I haven't really thought much about them since I've seen my symptoms as more serotonin deficiency alike (and I assume he feels that way too??). I also heard SNRIs are very difficult to come off.
My symptoms commute between depression (not feeling happy for anything, don't wanting to do things, feeling like a burden, I've even felt suicidal some times during these 11 months I've been bad...) and anxiety. During all the time, I've been scared of going out alone (in the beginning when I took lorazepam (0.5 mg) daily that wasn't a big problem, but now tapering and being on a tiny dose it doesn't work so well). I have been decreasing my need/lust for seeing people=I choose isolation, I have some rumination, some OCD like behavoir, lately I'm also having very early morning wake ups, and the last 3 days I been having a lot of fear, like being in a fright mode. Before this depression I was an incredibly social and very active person, I guess Zoloft helped me in that way too (been more social and have had nearly no anxiety at all after I started taking Zoloft - 20 years ago).
Writing this I can see I'm actually feeling worse now than 2 weeks ago. I'm actually tapering my micro dose of Fluoxetine very slowly reducing 10 % every month - so it might be withdrawal symptoms or it could be the Fluoxetine helped on a slightly higher dose... These last 2 weeks I also tried to add supplements- to help with the withdrawal, first I tried GABA for 4 days (made me very dizzy and really tired), then 5-htp 2 days (made me a little overexcited and stressed) finally I tried Inositol, also for 2 days (which worked better - but made me feel a little stressed too) and decided I didn't want to add more things without having some kind of control. So that's when I said to the doctor I finally wanted to try Lamictal.
Do you think it would be better trying an SNRI before Lactimal? I know you're not a doctor, but what are your thoughts? If you want to share them I'm grateful! or if anyone else have any thoughts...
@TheGirl Thanks for your answer, sounds terrible, poor you :-(
@Panda Bear Thanks!! I do understand it had to work really bad for you if you just lasted a week
A month ago I found a psychiatrist/gestalt therapist that I like (though I know he's not that experienced - he gets support from a more experienced doctor regarding the meds) and they recommended Lamictal due to my low responses to SSRI and Mirtazapine. He told me that people who haven't been helped from A/Ds often got relief from this drug. He might have seen some Bipolar features in me too (though he recommended Lamictal after only one visit when he didn't really know me at all). I actually feel I can be a little ADHD alike -pushing things, talking fast, changing ideas often etc.
Regarding SNRI nobody have actually mentioned them at all (maybe the first psychiatrist I saw from the Spanish social security system did, don't remember now) and I haven't really thought much about them since I've seen my symptoms as more serotonin deficiency alike (and I assume he feels that way too??). I also heard SNRIs are very difficult to come off.
My symptoms commute between depression (not feeling happy for anything, don't wanting to do things, feeling like a burden, I've even felt suicidal some times during these 11 months I've been bad...) and anxiety. During all the time, I've been scared of going out alone (in the beginning when I took lorazepam (0.5 mg) daily that wasn't a big problem, but now tapering and being on a tiny dose it doesn't work so well). I have been decreasing my need/lust for seeing people=I choose isolation, I have some rumination, some OCD like behavoir, lately I'm also having very early morning wake ups, and the last 3 days I been having a lot of fear, like being in a fright mode. Before this depression I was an incredibly social and very active person, I guess Zoloft helped me in that way too (been more social and have had nearly no anxiety at all after I started taking Zoloft - 20 years ago).
Writing this I can see I'm actually feeling worse now than 2 weeks ago. I'm actually tapering my micro dose of Fluoxetine very slowly reducing 10 % every month - so it might be withdrawal symptoms or it could be the Fluoxetine helped on a slightly higher dose... These last 2 weeks I also tried to add supplements- to help with the withdrawal, first I tried GABA for 4 days (made me very dizzy and really tired), then 5-htp 2 days (made me a little overexcited and stressed) finally I tried Inositol, also for 2 days (which worked better - but made me feel a little stressed too) and decided I didn't want to add more things without having some kind of control. So that's when I said to the doctor I finally wanted to try Lamictal.
Do you think it would be better trying an SNRI before Lactimal? I know you're not a doctor, but what are your thoughts? If you want to share them I'm grateful! or if anyone else have any thoughts...
@TheGirl Thanks for your answer, sounds terrible, poor you :-(
@Panda Bear Thanks!! I do understand it had to work really bad for you if you just lasted a week