What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

KP, I hope you heal quickly. Definitely sounds like something I would have done.

I'm trying not to think of the day ahead of me. There isn't anything going on, so if I think about it I start to panic about what I'm going to do to fill my time! Yep, trying real hard.

 

[ms spock]

I woke up and I just couldn't get up. I just wanted to sleep. I am finding it so hard.

 

[timid_flower]

So am I. So am I. I think I just need hugs too!

(((((hugs Cufflinks)))))

 

[ms spock]

(((((hugs Cufflinks)))))

It is hard to be having such a rough trot.

 

[blue moon]

horrid day, but right now, amazingly my amyglada decided to calm down. I feel calm and don't wanna do anything, just stay with the calm

 

[Tinyflame]

Yes Cufflinks, (((((Hugs)))).

Also ((((((Ms Spock, Britt, Giz, timid_flower)))))).

 

[ms spock]

No matter what happens, you never were nor ever will be a failure.

Oh thanks for saying that Kim.

I feel like I am a failure though. I don't have a job. I can barely eat. My house is a mess. I can barely move. I am really anxious but can't feel it. I am dissociated. I am frozen. I am stuck. Then I get frustrated with myself and jump into everything and then I overdo whilst being out of my body. I have no family. I feel like I don't have friends. I don't have close friends. I feel like I don't belong. I am so unable to stop the dissociation and derealisation and depersonalisation. My PTSD symptoms are quite tricky at the moment. My best friends are dvds that I watch. I can barely move. I am a bit of a mess.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm feeling good, wide awake at nearly 4 in the morning but that's part of the plan. My house is ready for the inspector to check over, just need to run the vacuum after a little break. I can't take my meds or go to bed because I won't wake up, but I'm almost done stressing out over it!

 

[ms spock]

I went and had a nap whilst watching dvds. I feel a bit better.

 

[InHell11]

I feel like everything is hopeless but with a thick layer of numbness over it...so I do not actually 'feel' depressed but I know the hopelessness is depressing if that makes any sense.

 

[Traumagirl]

Thank you Britt and Gizmo.
I am still down today. I just want my husband to be home, plus I haven't been eating very well and that makes my mood even worse.
(((((((((((((((((HUGS to all)))))))))))))))))))

 

[Britt.f7]

plus I haven't been eating

I skip a lot of meals. When I was inpatient, and than day patient, we always had lunch, which I made myself eat. I noticed it really did make a difference in my mood. Amazing how that works. Now I'm back to not eating properly. Just difficult to do, even though I know I'd probably feel better.

When's your husband coming home? I hate it when mine is gone too.