What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[franciemarnie]

(((@therisa)))

@gizmo - That SOB will get his. Glad she has a good lawyer, but most of all, glad she has you.

I am tired. I am intense working on project. I feel myself getting on a different track like at an amusement park on a roller coaster ride. I know how to get off, but it is hard. I will eat and take a walk. That should break it. For now.

 

[Definitely..maybe]

Feeling like I sound like I make things up therapy when I bring up so many different abusers.

Feeling sickened, I put things back of mind so I can deal with my family abusers on a normal basis, but after re remembering it all in therapy I don't know why I'm so forgiving with them.

 

[Definitely..maybe]

@gizmo I'm so sorry, that's awful and disgusting. You and your family are in my thoughts!

I also feel like ptsd has made me a really awkward person. Even with my therapist, I just feel awkward!:barefoot:

 

[Spiderallis]

(((hugs))) for everyone that would like or needs one or two, I've got plenty to share. @gizmo please take an extra hug and pass it along to your daughter, if she'd like one.

Just getting home from my medical assistance appeal hearing. Think it went well, I could almost hear the judge's eye rolling over the phone about how in the heck I'd get denied with all the ailments and diagnoses on my records. I also got to help out other people! The caseworker hadn't seen some of the charts and information I brought about the new health care program changes, she made copies of them. Not sure how the caseworkers didn't get copies of those things, the organization they work for sent them to me...

 

[therisa]

@Spiderallis, its a question of the right hand doesn't know, what the left hand is doing.

Am feeling more and more sad and this angers me, like I can't explain. Not sure, my doctor will understand this feeling of myself.

 

[Lionheart]

Feeling anxious, worried, perplexed. *(I'm having dizzy spells and don't know why). I am bored and discontent, a little lonely and a tad bit irritable. I feel sad and again, I don't know why. I'm trying to figure out my thoughts to see if they are somehow contributing to the mood I'm in. :unsure:

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Feeling rejected and disposable, but confused as to whether it is truth, or JUST ME!

Feeling sad, hurt, hopeless, and confused about so many things.

 

[fly away home]

Feeling like I think too much.

 

[Lionheart]

I think I've figured out the problem leading to my feelings of worry, anxiety, sadness, and irritability tonight. I am afraid that I will stop breathing in my sleep (from asleep apnea) and not start again.

In other words, I am afraid of dying in my sleep .....and although it may be an irrational fear, it is persistent and causing me to feel panic.

Got a feeling it is gonna be a long and sleepless night. :(:tdown::unsure:

 

[franciemarnie]

Didn't they give you sleep apnea equipment or something @Lionheart777? I had only a few nights once where I was afraid of dying if I fell asleep for reasons too long to go into. It was awful! Safe hug.

I am so pooped I hardly know my emotions. Not angry. Not sad. Content way under the fatigue.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling the need for comfort...I need hugs today. Last night sorted through some pretty heavy emotions, and today I have been quite depleted energetically from processing what my body acknowledged as a boundary violation last night at work. I still feel confused, mixed up, unsure, shame...just exhausted.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling overwhelmed.