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    Gagging/Dry Heaving after I wake up every a.m.

    Thank you. Lots.of new stressors. And i have ptsd nightmares.so.that.doesnt help. Will be seeing a.psychoayrist soon to discuss meds and go from there
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    Gagging/Dry Heaving after I wake up every a.m.

    Note * I am not pregnant I am on Cipralex I do have anxiety I do have acid relflux but this isnt it.. I dont taste the acid in my mouth. I work in healthcare. So any bodily fluid to me is like whatever, I have a strong stomach. But i find my chest tight. If i wear a bra it feels like so much...
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    Bipolar Bipolar manic

    Dont beat yourself up. You never asked for bipolar, you have to live with it the best you can. Let go of the shame, forgive yourself. You are living with a mental disorder cut yourself some slack. I have PTSD and cant sleep have the effn night, didnt ask for that either. So i dont beat myself up...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Yes your right and thank you for explaining. I just get frustrated. And yes Ltd is common to me because ive seen it on call out lists next to a staffs name for as long as i can remember. It means they are on Long Term Disability. I have rehearsed interview questions and those questions like...
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    Ketamine vs TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation)

    Wow thats incredible. Her daughter my mom says she remembers her mom using it and that its so strong it can knock out a horse. But obviously my grandma knew her doses. I remember my mom telling me about this but mt mom hates her mom and i never hated my grandma. She had a hard life. I really...
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    Ketamine vs TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation)

    Never heard of this. My mom told me my grandma used to show horses and she did have a mental illness. My mom said her mom abused ketamine though as she used to buy it from veterinarians illegally and consume the ketamine. I wonder what she took it for.
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Hey thank you for the real life experience. I hear you !! I have spent many years working in health care and the last 5 years in psych. I love my job but psych is constant. I knew that getting into it but the insafe work was what put me off work. I never even asked to be off but its for the...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    I am from canada. And it is illegal here to ask about mental health. If you have questions please feel free to contact Human Rights.org and ask yourself. We can ALSO file a discrimination report. If in an application i was asked do i have any physical or mental disabilities that prevent me...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Good to know. Thank you. I was.off for 2 years with ltd. I didnt mention it at all. So even if i didnt mention the inappropriate incident. Lets say they do a reference check with my boss. He will say shes been off for 2 years maybe right ? On ltd. Maybe some other supervisor slips and says...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Thanks. I mentioned it because i disnt disclose that ive been off for 2 years.following the incident because i dont want them to rhink i have issues. Good point. I wont mention it again. But when they do a reference check im sure my employer will let them know that ive been off for 2 years...
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    Asked in 2 interviews if I have mental health issues from my job

    Hello all. I am writing from Canada. Where we have a law that states that no employer is to ask about your mental health issues even prior to employment. I have had 2 interviews in 2 weeks. Both women asked my if i have or had mental health issues from working in a forensic psychiatric...
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    Cut off of GREAT west life aka canada life insurance

    Hell yes thanks for the honesty!! Love it. They try to f*ck around. Thats their job. Ill fight it via union lawyers. But im also looking for work. Love how they retrained you as a typist and offered you minimum wage. Wow eh. Im in the same boat. Im a governemtn worker supervising and i can work...
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    Bad doctor. How can I function at work with PTSD?

    Hey thanks for your reply. Yes well im actually on long term disability. Cut off at the 2 year mark. Currently not paid by anyone. To apply for welfare in canada you need to be searching dor work with a 3 weeks work search. I am not supposed to work but i have been applying for jobs...
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    Sufferer I'm in an abusive situation now

    Yes you have to take responsibility and take action.
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    Keep Hitting Walls

    Hey. Been there still there. Thats why were here for eachother. If your from canada walk into emergency and stay there until you get help. Medifact keeps all your health records and will that day send you to psych. I have said i feel suicidal all the time!! Will i follow through? Do i have a...
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