Recent content by Emily L

Hello. Welcome :)

@Sietz You're very much welcome! :)

I hope all works out for you with the new therapist!

My ex put up with my numbing, inability to love, and PTSD for 2 years and he loved me through it. February of this year I guess he finally fell out of love or was at the end of his rope and decided to end things. We were civil to each other but I quit talking to him. He now has another...

I have had PTSD for a few years now, but officially diagnosed going on 2 years now. My ability to love, feel romance, connect romantically, etc, is pretty much gone. I am so numb to interpersonal relationships. I recently got out of a 2 year relationship. Amazing guy, he was a great fit for...

I'm so numb to my emotions.. even though I can cry, I still feel completely numb. I can't feel love or romance, happiness, sadness.. It has affected my ability to have relationships because I can't get that romantic connection with people... I go through the motions of life.. I live day to day...

30... But I just feel as if I'm in denial.. I can't bring myself to believe I experience this because I don't get the "outer body experiences" and of the sorts.. Idk. Maybe I'm just in denial.... I don't know what to do. I don't currently seek treatment for PTSD because I gave up on it!

@EveHarrington I will wear a helmet :) Being what they call a "squid" is very dangerous!

What is your comfort food/song/hobby when upset? What about when you're happy?

@420kitty thank you! It is a gorgeous bike. I named her Blueberry. Here's a picture of a blue Ninja 300! Redirect Notice

Ever picked up random hobbies just to find a passion in life? I just did. Took a beginner course with the Motorcycle safety foundation, then a week later (Friday, August 25th, 2017) I bought a motorcycle. A Candy Plasma Blue Kawasaki Ninja 300. I dont even think this will be a passion ... but it...

Thank you to everyone for your input. This is a fun to read and participate in thread!

I wish I could like this comment a thousand times!

I have had health anxiety ever since I was a child. I am now in my early 20's, and have been on Venlafaxine (Effexor) & Risperdone for 2 years to combat the anxiety. I'm coming off the Effexor. I'm getting out of the withdrawals really. But anxiety is really showing its butt to me today. I feel...

@Kyle-in-B.C I would definitely get to speaking with a doctor sometime about what you're going through. If they are a good doctor, they will assist in getting you the help you truly need. :)