Recent content by jenis

Thank you for your replies. Sorry about the misspelled or misplaced words in my posts. Slowing down when I'm in the whirly mode is a challenge, impossible for a day or two after a trigger. But now I can recognize.

I have been using cannabis for a long time. After my assault 1year ago my usage went up significantly. I used it in edible and smoked it for the 1st 7 months. I was also able to discontinue a 9 year benzo treatment by tapering carefully. December is one year without any meds but cannabis...

I've been keeping a journal. I think it's helping. I had my first counseling appointment yesterday but they cancelled on me due to illness. I had a scary thing happen last night. Iheard an outside extension cord popping and I just totally lost it. Went into panic mode. Had to go out in the dark...

My first counseling appointment tomorrow...yeah I guess. Hopeful

Thanks and here is about me. Sorry I did post this on my profile page but here goes. A bit lengthy. Still trying to figure this site out: I was brought up in a blue collar home with no emotion offered or accepted. I became a drinker and drugged and teen mom. (Been sober 25 years). The quest to...

Why is it that I have no tolerance for people and get annoyed and want to retreat as soon as I try and get to know someone? Feeling talked down to,judged, and misunderstood. It makes me not want to participate in activities or get close to anyone or let them close to me. Thanks for any feedback.

Trust is huge and could be affect I would say the cheating is affecting your sense of security and violating a trust that could very well be causing symptoms that you are describing. Good luck. Been there and it really hurts .

I would say that it is very time cons I would say texting is very time consuming. If you just met she may feel things are moving too quickly and is wanting to slow it. down. Maybe just don't panic and just let her set the pace. You can possibly just talk to her about your feelings. Everyone...

Thank you for your help on this. I am so thankful for finding this site.

So a little more on my confusion. I was drugged and raped 1year ago. I woke up to it happening so I know how many hours it was that I was unconscious. This happened when I had moved away from my hometown an it was on a dinner date. I came back to my hometown and was a real mess. Living in my car...

Hi. Yes I have told him. In fact my emotions and fog were so severe I left him. I even went to a hospital to check myself into the psyche ward cause I just couldn't believe I was so confused. There were other things that were happening at that time in our relationship that was causing me alot of...

I am struggling with this same thing. I get a flashback brought on initially from something my fiancee said when we were intimate. Now I'm very confused as to what happened and when. My problem is my picture in my mind that I see makes me think it was him. I'm very confused.