Recent content by KA60

Well another big blow up husband and me. I will need to blend politics and psychology here..My husband really is a doomsdsy believer. 6 years of trying to reason with him aka harm to me and others trauma etc. He just fights. I wish it was just me but I am the one his life that has been most...

Thank you for your post. It is meaningfull..it helps..

I am coming to grips with this- I have been researching. His views and his willingness to fight - with me or anyone probably falls under some type of radicalization..For almost 5 years I heard him argue with his brother about politics. They are no contact again..i really confronted him today...

You are right. If I have not been clear in my posts the root issue / cause is his beliefs in coming apolcslypse. He denies it but true. I have to face a lot of fear from this . I got critically ill may 2014 . Went into cardiopulmonary arrest..The consequence of his beliefs? For me I am standing...

Thank you for the support. It is distasteful. Yes I explained it. I will over and over if I have to. My toos with lower cuts are now in the trash can.

OK. This may not be quite ok for this group. I have a related womebs group for this. I reached out to them. But I am pissed. I have had estrogen treatment for severe menopausal symptoms. It has helped a lot. But.... my breast size has increased. My ob gyn said it can happen. But husband now...

I would add what do you hope to gain here? Disclosure did nothing for me.

I am sorry you experienced all this trauma. When I began to learn that transmission of transgenerational trauma in my family affected me I went through a lot. I know my family could have done better but did not. I had to differentiate blame from cause effect correlation sonI could focus on my...

Do you have medical issues from your trauma? Or are you speaking of fight flight fear fawn? Activation of amygdala vs use of prefrontal cortex for critical thinking? Triggers ?

I Have an app on my phone called I can say no. Online ordering from walmart.com and anazon.com are now on it. Plus any online ordering from supermarkets. In my rural NM area that is Albertsons and safeway. I am done.

Also today my husband had dental appt in silver city nm where recent news reports about aerosolized fentanyl exposure occurred recently. We live in a rural area in nm and due to that and changes in Healthcare we drive some distance for Healthcare. Scary world. I will not shop in Walmart anymore.

I have 2 bank accounts. 2 credit cards. A credit union account for car pymt. Some people or merchants only take cash. AI seems to control us all. I pay rent with venmo. Today was payday. I am seeing pattern recognition in myself with stress. I ordered heartworm meds for my dogs. The site said my...

My aunt abused my cousins. They were adopted. My mother knew. She functioned as a rescuer which made her Enabler too. This was in the 1960s. In domestic violence treatment I asked my group therapy facilitator if treatkrnent existed then. The answer was yes. So I had to come to grips with that...

I struggled with this for quite awhile .Still do. I come back to blame the child blame the victim. It is hard to look in the mirror. The transmission of transgenerational is real.

Hello. I am glad you are here. My first deceased husband had online porn addiction. That falls under domestic violence. I did get DV treatment. I have had other traima as well..I understand stress in life and what all of us are going through right now is not normal. Chaos is not normal. To be...