Recent content by SeaLionMan1982

I have chronic PTSD :-(

Sometimes I have desire and other times I’m just sad and want a climax to make myself temporarily feel better, I hope that doesn’t make me sound like a bad or weird person.

Looking for empathy/sympathy, really wanting someone to be kind.

It's one of my biggest fears is someone forcing me to orgasm so that I get them pregnant or they can say I hurt them instead of the other way around.

I often try to wait until I get home to use the bathroom even though I'm desperate and that sometimes makes me have accidents :-(

Don't feel bad I've had accidents before (both types) because I was trying to wait until I got home to go because I wanted to be able to go in peace and not have anyone bother like waiting for the restroom at a gas station, also not wanting anyone to peek.

The parts of my body I can't change that I a most ashamed/extremely embarrassed about I can't change or can't change short of surgery, people have been mean about it even doctors :-(

Does anyone avoid going to work sometimes because they didn't sleep for whatever reason and part of that reason is their high anxiety about driving to and from work and doing the job in general?

Hi Arfie you must be my parents generation Based on working on computers in the 70’s. I have ADD, autism, OCD, PTSD, etc. what was the first computer that you used?

Hi I’ve suffered from sexual, physical and emotional abuse, amongst others. I work in IT, I am neurodivergent and don’t have many friends and I’m ashamed of my body. I really would like to make some friends even if they are only on this forum. Please change my status to where it no longer says...

Embarrassing that I can be very loud :-(

Nada 🫂 I'm happy to talk to you if you want to talk about anything, I'm so sorry you dealt with that.

What issues are you having? Maybe hearing what you are going through will help me to feel better since it will make me feel like I’m not the only one.

Sometimes I fart, I butterfly my legs open and then straighten them over and over, my legs shake, my facial expressions such as scrunching up and sticking my tongue out, I’ve also been told by people I’m loud and a lot comes out.

Don't feel bad as embarrassed as I am to say this I have gotten turned on thinking about my abuse, I hope that doesn't make me messed up.