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yes ive talked to a regular doctor too, got sick of them giving up because all the test came back normal. if the test come back normal but there are still very abnormal symptoms than i would think they should dig deeper because obviously something isnt right if there is symptoms going on. thanks...

yeah ive been diagnosed with ptsd , theres a lot lot more has happened that i havent wrote about on here i am a stalking victim, was stalked and terrorized for months, been physically abused, attacked, sexually assaulted, the list goes on. i have derealization on a regular basis. ive had times...

many people dont believe in such things, but what i meant by psychic attack is like being negatively affected by supernatural forces

im sick of going to the doctors because they hardly ever have any answers for me. strange things always happen to me, basically every single day. yesterday i slept for over 24 hours straight. i didnt take any sleeping pills or anything like that. i hadn't been awake longer than usual either...

I put a ciggarette in my mouth and walked outside and lifted the lighter up to my mouth to light my cigg, but than i realized the cigg wasnt in my mouth anymore.... i didnt know what happened to it. i looked on the ground to see if i dropped it but i didnt see it anywhere. i didnt feel it fall...

what do you mean when you say that your shocked by your surroundings when you wake up? are you saying that nothing looks familiar at first? just wondering cause ive had that happen also.

this is much more intense than a song stuck in my head though. sometimes its extremely loud and it startles me and i run and scream because for a moment i think its real

there is this constant thought that i always have in the back of my mind all through out every day. , it never goes away. i always think "what if someones watching?, what if theres a hidden camera in here?, what if theres an audio recorder?, what if someones hacked into my phone and reading all...

the thing i dont understand is... im hearing a specific sound that i heard when i was attacked... so its not the traumatic part of the incident that i keep reliving... its just A NOISE i HEARD DURING THE ATTACK. during the attack i know the noise was real.. because i saw the thing that made the...

not sure if this is just part of dissociation or if its something else, but ive noticed ive been doing this a lot lately. if someone asks how im doing, i dont know what to say because i dont feel terrible, but i dont feel great, and i dont feel okay either. so ill answer them like "well i dont...

trying to get a therapist

i feel like im always dissociated. i dont have split personalites, but it just seems like my mind is absent almost all the time. im always confused, cant remember anythibgn, feel stupid, i use to have such a drive and motivation for life, but now i just dont take life seriously anymore, lots of...

i i dont have dissociative identity disorder because i dont feel like there is several different people inside me who switch out, isnt that what its like to have dissociative identity disorder? however i do dissociatiate, like sometimes ill get half way through a task before i even realize what...

i am doing better, got some help and antidepressants, thankyou