Recent content by sundailk

I'm sorry I haven't responded. I had to breathe to respond, but I care every time people reach out to me. I come here to express and I do feel annoying, but suicide hotlines don't help me, this is one of the few places that I feel compassion. I've also reached out to an invisible illness...

Ok well, my health is still on the decline, so much I had to put my two weeks in. I know my body this isn't PTSD and I wish I never disscused it with anyone especially my mother. I've been extremely ill for a few months. So today I was having a simple discussion with my mother about the show...

I loathe idiots who have not been through much, so the leave/say the most insensetive comments towards people who've been through tragedies, they treat it like fickle gossip. If you can't empathize fine, but somethings you'd think reasoning skills would kick in, because you don't need empathy to...

My imaginary friends and pets to be real and we all are a happy family who genuinely support each other.

To me it means absolutley nothing because I only see bad, evil and decent in humanity. A lot of days even those three seem useless being apart of an oppressed group. The matter of survival seems more important because there's a lot of judge, juries and executioners running the streets. The older...

You have to be trained and certified by a state. The training course where I live is 35 hours. I put in an application for the certificate so I could be accepted for the training. After the training course you have to pass a test to be certified. It's also different for each state, because some...

Yes. May you have strength next time around, I relate to the college issue. It was stressful being subjected to ignorance by people. I finished an application for peer support specialist, it would be nice to motivate others with similar conditions.

Yea. I researched it and it's also simlar to seizures. As time moves on and the more I research I become doubtful it's just anxiety because I'm finally learning how to name my syptoms. I've called around, talked to my insurance, called the epilepsy foundation for more information. You know just...

Yep, it took a few days for him to get the order. I had to wait 10 to 14 days to be contacted by the neurologist after that, to be told I can't get an appointment until mid September.

I want to cry because you all are so sweet. I am thankful for the nurse that was by your side. These post are really making my year seeing people react so kind. If I have a bad day, Ill remember there are people who care no matter how the news and world seem to be especially when I'm having an...

Thank you. I definitely will ask for that.

I hope not, I hope those scans were right. I am hoping it is just anxiety and as most of us know PTSD can cause a host of physical symptoms and do weird things to our bodies. I'm taking off work for a while because I have medical leave hours plus a note. I'm watched carefully at home. I'm lost...

I'm looking for awnsers because they did a CAT scan and MRI and told me it was just anxiety and put ativan in my tube. Here is what happened. I was at work feeling okay, eating my food alone on break like I do. I was walking back from lunch and everything was calm to me, I wasn't nervous. It...

Like the experience you get before you're almost about to die, even in a dream. It's that extreme anxiety and fear and not knowing what lies ahead. I didn't post an analogy because my finger slipped and hit post too early -_-. I would say it's like being sucked from an airplane and hanging on...

Yeah. I hate hugs from everyone and even if I get married my partner would have to understand how much I hate touch and touching because of trauma/flashbacks. The slightest sign of affection makes me uncomfortable as well. I don't even like compliments because they all are shallow to me and make...