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I deal with this same sort of grief. It's a case of greiving the loss of potential. I'm a bright lady, thoughtful, caring, but I had similar responses to my childhood violence, neglect, emotional and sexual abuse trauma. Messed up in school, dropped out, got into getting out of it and...

Jam

Breathing deeply

I've struggled with freeze/dissociate and fawn modes a lot. I'm not so far along, perhaps, as Truthseeker. It's only been a few short years since I realized I've been dissociating, much of my life, or struggling with it, I only learnt that it's a thing through reading on this site and then...

Tree

Tired, in a bone-weary, soul-weary way Angry Grateful Relieved Guarded

I feel ok. Relieved my daughter and I are ok (we had a hurtful exchange the other day). A bit excited, my sister contacted me, wants our two sets of fams to meet (first time ever). A bit tired and sore, my neck's a bit sore. It's time for bed. My head is it's usual bit foggy, but, I'm used to...

I used to have it, really bad. Agonized over having anything, worked super hard all the time, if I could even stand up and sometimes I couldn't, was anorexic so hardly ate, and I agonized over buying a $3 skirt from the op shop (you might know them as goodwill shops). I got over it, eventually...

Mexi style beans with jalapenos, fried eggs, mixed leaves, alfalfa sprouts, with grated cheese and a spoon of sour cream

@blackemerald1 is asking you if you are in Australia.

I pick too. I noticed a number of my kids have inherited my yuck habit too. I didn't know it had a name. I don't have any answers, but will be watching this thread in case somebody does. Thanks for posting about this @Chris-duck .????.

Dopey (not drugged dopey just brain crapping itself dopey) sniffly, ache-y, brain-tardy, tired, although it's morning and I've recently woken up. Pressured, having my plagued-with-morning-sickness preggo daughter staying, she's homeless and glum.

I did my daily routine from 30 days of yoga with Adriene (I'm up to day 25). Just paid for a month subscription to her website. Also did some "all trimester yoga" with my daughter, which I enjoyed a lot more than she, coz she feels tired and sick and is pretty miserable, right now Then I did a...

My homemade; onion bhajis (I think they are called that) Yoghurt cucumber Raita Veggie curry mushroom korma type curry Spiced pine nut rice Chicken pickle (Indian, very gingery, spiced fried chicken, delicious)

Homemade butter cake with our homegrown mulberry compote and fresh strawberries and cream and mulberry-cream cheese topping Tea And then plunger coffee, strong.

Hi and welcome @badb.?You've been having a really rough time. I hope things ease up for you. Lots of us find the exposure therapy of journally here, really helpful. And the peer support is invaluable. Also, starting threads around anything you'd like input from other's, who get it, could be a...

Joyful awareness

Clear

Awakening to

Alcohol

I must admit that my use, has, mostly, been beneficial and I can attest to the truth that the resolution speaks of "can benefit" yes, I would possibly not have made it without the anti depressant and mystic and transcendent, while very "earthing", experiences, from, mostly ethnobotanical fungi...

Merging, melding

Oh, it sounds like you are talking about loving-kindness and if so, I am totally with you. And envisioning a more enlightened world. A beautiful thing to do with your mind-power!!!! Edit: And no, I'm not American, but I admit to being a bit of an Ameraphile! I'm Australian, although my 7...

You should know (although don't take my word for it, look into and investigate, research for yourself) that the BLM movement is funded by George Soros and money donated to them goes the the Democrat party, Joe Biden's campaign, in particular, at the moment. The Democrat party is also highly...

Whole grain toast with avocado, salt pepper, jalapenos, fetta, onion, light sour cream and lemon Plunger coffee with coconut keto collagen and cocao